challenges and difficulties
Simona Ventura often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something she cannot name or specify, and she may sense both a great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or over sensitivity is an important task for Ventura.
Her childhood or her relationship with her parents was restrictive, unloving or unhappy in ways that may prevent Simona from allowing other people to get close to her in later life. Simona Ventura feels that she was deprived in one form or another, regardless of whether she actually was or not. Her early life - at least as Ventura remembers it - may have been marked by emotional separation or repression of her needs and feelings. Forgiving her parents and/or letting go of any resentments she has about the limitations that she experienced early in her life is crucial. Also, Simona Ventura needs to build her own solid foundation, and investing time and energy into her home, domestic relationships, and inner life can help Simona accomplish this task.
Simona Ventura seesaws between playing it safe, and doing something unique and original, between self-control and letting loose, between being a responsible adult and a rebellious adolescent, between what Simona has to or should do and what her spontaneous impulses tell her to do. All of this creates enormous inner tension as well as friction with people in her environment. Simona Ventura may, for instance, bitterly resent government or authority figures who "crush her individuality", yet ignore her obligations and responsibilities, thus ensuring that they will pursue her. Learning to give each side its due is an ongoing challenge for Ventura.
Simona Ventura feels that she must work very hard and struggle against tremendous odds that impede her chances of fulfilling her life's ambitions. Simona may adopt a very hard, cynical, or nihilistic attitude that will only drag her down further. There are major problems with her father or figures of authority. Simona Ventura may fail simply to spite "them", without realizing that she is primarily hurting herself. If she can overcome her feelings of loneliness, bitterness or isolation, and direct her energies toward constructive endeavors, Ventura can be immensely effective because of her tremendous tenacity and potential for achievement.
She is subject to rash decisions and impulsive actions that may have sudden, unexpected consequences and undesirable results. As she lacks the capacity to adapt, Simona Ventura may encounter considerable tension in her relationships and is likely to have disputes or even violent fights with others.
She is not afraid of hard work and leaves no stone unturned in the pursuit of her objectives. Simona Ventura has a strong desire to overcome any difficulties or obstacles in her way and will do this at all cost, even if it means having to use force.
Simona Ventura tends to be somewhat gloomy and may feel that life is difficult and that her will is blocked in some way. Simona may find it hard to make decisions and to concentrate on her goals, which she may consider unworthy.
Somewhat stubborn and self-willed, Simona Ventura persists no matter what obstacles she has to overcome. She has great endurance and strength and she forces herself to work very hard. Simona Ventura may be somewhat one-sided in the pursuit of her objectives.
Simona Ventura strongly rebels against any restrictions and may have the desire to break away and overthrow any thoughts of responsibility. On the other hand, limitations in her life could suddenly wane, thereby leaving Ventura free to do her own thing.
Ventura is aware of her own shortcomings and is able to overcome many frustrations and limitations. She concentrates on her aims and goes about achieving them, even if she has to sacrifice something in the process.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Simona Ventura instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Simona Ventura needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Simona Ventura needs to take what she has learned (either through formal education or her own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either Simona's quality of life or that of persons in her world, is of little real value. Putting Ventura's understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in her daily relationships, and in the multiple choices she makes every day, will enable Simona Ventura to really test her belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, Simona Ventura is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. Simona Ventura needs to cultivate her ability to live in the present!
It is in her marriage and other intimate, one-to-one relationships that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. She may see the qualities that she needs to develop more fully (described above) in her partner. It is important for Simona Ventura to recognize, appreciate, and listen to the people in her life who express such attributes, as well as to develop them herself. Simona Ventura has to put energy and attention into learning about others, and about herself through others.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 4th house
Saturn Opposition Uranus
Saturn Opposition Pluto
Saturn Opposition Mars/Uranus
Saturn Opposition Mars/Pluto
Saturn Opposition Mars/MC
Saturn Opposition Uranus/Pluto
Saturn Opposition Uranus/MC
Saturn Opposition Pluto/MC
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 7th house