challenges and difficulties
Sheila Chandra often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something she cannot name or specify, and she may sense both a great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or over sensitivity is an important task for Chandra.
Her attitude toward religion, philosophy, and politics is very conservative and possibly narrow or rigid. On the one hand, Sheila Chandra may believe in nothing that is speculative or intangible, requiring proof for any idea presented to her. Each idea is thoroughly and systematically examined. On the other hand, Sheila may tenaciously cling to her grand philosophical or metaphysical beliefs and opinions, refusing to modify them or to be open and receptive to others' insights and perspectives.
Her overall outlook on life is serious, and Sheila Chandra may feel that life or God will punish her if she does not watch her step!
Sheila Chandra seesaws between playing it safe, and doing something unique and original, between self-control and letting loose, between being a responsible adult and a rebellious adolescent, between what Sheila has to or should do and what her spontaneous impulses tell her to do. All of this creates enormous inner tension as well as friction with people in her environment. Sheila Chandra may, for instance, bitterly resent government or authority figures who "crush her individuality", yet ignore her obligations and responsibilities, thus ensuring that they will pursue her. Learning to give each side its due is an ongoing challenge for Chandra.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Sheila Chandra instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Sheila Chandra needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Sheila Chandra needs to take what she has learned (either through formal education or her own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either Sheila's quality of life or that of persons in her world, is of little real value. Putting Chandra's understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in her daily relationships, and in the multiple choices she makes every day, will enable Sheila Chandra to really test her belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, Sheila Chandra is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. Sheila Chandra needs to cultivate her ability to live in the present!
It is deep within herself, as Sheila Chandra faces her own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of her life that Sheila Chandra keeps hidden from public view where she is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
She is somewhat restless and nervous, but enjoys communicating with people and is constantly confronting others with her new ideas. Sheila has the ability to develop new relationships quickly and she can also be a stimulating force in group activities.
Sheila Chandra loves to show off the strength that she possesses and she has a strong desire to dominate others. Sheila seems to have an exuberant craving for recognition and importance and a need to influence and lead large groups of people.
Sheila has an extremely magnetic personality along with strong sexual attraction. Sheila Chandra tends to put her heart and soul into her work and may prefer to work with partners of the opposite sex.
Sheila Chandra has a strong desire to acquire a leading position in her community. Although she is very capable of assuming leadership, Sheila also has a tendency to impose her will upon others. But in spite of that, she is likely to be successful.
Sheila likes to be constantly on the go and tends to have a hectic family life. She knows how to eliminate competition, but should guard against rising to the top in her position at the expense of other people.
Sheila has the power to influence people to her way of thinking and may forcefully try to obtain leadership in her community. Others cannot help noticing her, and Sheila Chandra will probably be the leader in any club or association she joins.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 9th house
Saturn Opposition Uranus
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 12th house
N. Node Conjunct Sun/Uranus
N. Node Conjunct Sun/Pluto
N. Node Opposition Venus/Mars
N. Node Conjunct Mars/MC
N. Node Conjunct Uranus/MC
N. Node Conjunct Pluto/MC