challenges and difficulties
Queen Sharmell either overvalues or undervalues her possessions and assets. She can also go to extremes in dealing with bodily needs and desires, being either hedonistic or ascetic. Sharmell Sullivan may deny herself sensual pleasure and enjoyment of the fruits of her labors. She may also be stingy and unable to give freely. Many times Sharmell Sullivan feels that she does not have "enough" to make her feel secure, regardless of how much (money, insurance, etc.) she has!
Her childhood or her relationship with her parents was restrictive, unloving or unhappy in ways that may prevent Sharmell from allowing other people to get close to her in later life. Sharmell Sullivan feels that she was deprived in one form or another, regardless of whether she actually was or not. Her early life - at least as Queen Sharmell remembers it - may have been marked by emotional separation or repression of her needs and feelings. Forgiving her parents and/or letting go of any resentments she has about the limitations that she experienced early in her life is crucial. Also, Sharmell Sullivan needs to build her own solid foundation, and investing time and energy into her home, domestic relationships, and inner life can help Sharmell accomplish this task.
Sharmell Sullivan tends to seesaw between hope, optimism and faith versus doubt and oppression due to limitations and practical realities. She needs to overcome impatience and restlessness in order to achieve her dreams and desires for a better life.
Her physical vitality and mental energy tend to be somewhat low. For this reason Sharmell Sullivan should try to avoid any unnecessary emotional and physical stress and maintain good health habits in order to enhance her resistance to illness.
She is inclined to preserve and build up her heritage. Others are attracted to her, but at the same time Sharmell Sullivan gives the impression of being unapproachable. Queen Sharmell tends to hold back her feelings and is somewhat inhibited with others, especially in her love relationships.
She is quite cool and reserved in matters of love relationships and tends to hold back her inclination for love. Somewhat inhibited with regard to relationships, Sharmell Sullivan is inclined to feel that she is better off staying by herself.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Sharmell Sullivan instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Sharmell Sullivan needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Sharmell Sullivan's path lies in cultivating idealism and humanitarian feelings, being concerned with how Queen Sharmell's actions impact the world at large, perhaps becoming more aware of the social implications of Queen Sharmell's life style and personal choices or becoming active politically. Participating in organizations that support Queen Sharmell's ideals is one way to do this.
When under stress she is likely to become overly focused on herself and her own little world.
Instead of "how will this benefit or hurt me?" Queen Sharmell's focus needs to shift to "how will this affect us all?".
Ideally, Sharmell Sullivan needs to strike a balance between doing for herself and doing for others, by discovering how Queen Sharmell's unique gifts can benefit others.
It is in her relationships with others that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. There is a dynamic balance (or conflict) within Sharmell Sullivan between acting spontaneously and being true to herself versus modifying herself or her behavior to suit others. Sharmell Sullivan seesaws between being inordinately concerned with her self to being overly conciliatory and concerned with others' needs, rights, or opinions about her. Learning to act authentically and forthrightly regardless of possible consequences is Queen Sharmell's task.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Taurus
Saturn in 4th house
Jupiter Opposition Saturn
Saturn Opposition Sun/Neptune
Saturn Opposition Venus/Jupiter
Saturn Opposition Venus/MC
N. Node in Aquarius
N. Node in 1st house