challenges and difficulties
Appelmans doubts her own intelligence and mental capacities, and she may work very hard at studies in order to compensate for this. Sabine is often overly serious and disinterested in light or superficial conversation. Spontaneous communication, social give-and-take, and making small talk are likely to be difficult for her.
Her fears revolve around money and material security, and Sabine Appelmans works very hard to ensure that her assets are solid. She may be very conservative, even stingy with her money because she is afraid there will not be enough. She may turn this fear around and become very shrewd about investments and financial matters.
The conflict between spiritual needs and ideals versus material desires or limitations of the "real world" is one of Sabine's ongoing challenges. It may be hard for Sabine Appelmans to sort out her true values, especially when she is enmeshed in the demands of mundane life. Times of retreat, isolation, meditation and prayer could be helpful to Appelmans in this regard. Finding inner strength through spirituality and attunement to a higher source is ultimately the answer for her.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Sabine Appelmans instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Sabine Appelmans needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Sabine Appelmans' path lies in cultivating idealism and humanitarian feelings, being concerned with how Appelmans' actions impact the world at large, perhaps becoming more aware of the social implications of Appelmans' life style and personal choices or becoming active politically. Participating in organizations that support Appelmans' ideals is one way to do this.
When under stress she is likely to become overly focused on herself and her own little world.
Instead of "how will this benefit or hurt me?" Appelmans' focus needs to shift to "how will this affect us all?".
Ideally, Sabine Appelmans needs to strike a balance between doing for herself and doing for others, by discovering how Appelmans' unique gifts can benefit others.
It is in any involvements she has with teams, clubs, organizations, networks, and the like that Sabine Appelmans is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above need to be channeled into some sort of group effort or experience, or have some impact on society at large.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Gemini
Saturn in 2nd house
Saturn Opposition Neptune
N. Node in Aquarius
N. Node in 11th house