challenges and difficulties
Hauer doubts his own intelligence and mental capacities, and he may work very hard at studies in order to compensate for this. Rutger is often overly serious and disinterested in light or superficial conversation. Spontaneous communication, social give-and-take, and making small talk are likely to be difficult for him.
Hauer is generally not a "joiner" and he does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Rutger Hauer does participate in a group, he may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or he may simply feel that he does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Rutger Hauer better than being with groups of his own peers.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Rutger Hauer instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Rutger Hauer needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Rutger Hauer's path lies in his development as an individual, the discovery of his own strengths and joys, the capacity to express his uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Hauer's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Rutger Hauer is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, he may believe that striving to do his personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Rutger should let go of this notion. Finding his own center and doing what gives him delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Rutger Hauer can offer the world at large.
It is deep within himself, as Rutger Hauer faces his own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of his life that Rutger Hauer keeps hidden from public view where he is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Rutger Hauer back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Being excessively egocentric or proud, needing personal recognition and applause, wanting to be center stage all the time, needing to be important and special.
The following are specific activities that will support Rutger Hauer in his growth. These may or may not feel natural to Hauer, and he may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to his path to wholeness.
Rutger Hauer's path to wholeness involves confronting his dark and hidden recesses, bringing them out into the open, and transforming himself in the process. Healing abilities develop as a result of Hauer's willingness to experience and transform deep emotions such as grief, anger, and pain. Furthermore, bringing light to the darkness and pain in the world without becoming overwhelmed by it is a significant challenge for Rutger.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Gemini
Saturn in 11th house
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 12th house
N. Node Opposition Sun
N. Node Conjunct Pluto