challenges and difficulties
Rufus has difficulty asserting his will and desires directly and openly. He may also suppress his anger and aggressiveness. Developing self-confidence, courage, and faith in himself are important tasks for Sewell.
His fears revolve around money and material security, and Rufus Sewell works very hard to ensure that his assets are solid. He may be very conservative, even stingy with his money because he is afraid there will not be enough. He may turn this fear around and become very shrewd about investments and financial matters.
He is likely to find it hard to make decisions, looking forward to the future with great enthusiasm on the one hand, but afraid of misjudgments on the other. Never quite sure about anything, Rufus Sewell may periodically withdraw from situations and people.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Rufus Sewell instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Rufus Sewell needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Seeking harmonious interpersonal relationships, cooperation, and togetherness, as well as the desire to please or appease other people, are drives that come very naturally to Rufus Sewell - so much so that he seeks them out at his own expense. When he is under stress, Sewell tends to look outside himself for approval or answers, and he leans on others too much. Therefore, developing self-reliance, and the courage to look inwardly for answers and forge his own path through life is a key factor in his self-development.
Rufus Sewell is often tempted to be less than completely straightforward about his intentions or desires, and he can become enmeshed in a quagmire of "little white lies". Stark honesty - both inward and toward others - is the only way out! This, however, leads to the need to confront some of Sewell's most deeply ingrained fears, such as "what if they do not like me?" and "what if I have to go through this alone?".
Rufus Sewell needs to cultivate his ability to be assertive, take initiative and act on his own behalf. Directness and self-reliance are imperative.
It is in his way of thinking, processing information and communicating that Rufus Sewell is most likely to wrestle with these issues. In Sewell's relationships with neighbors, colleagues, and acquaintances, he needs to try to bring out the qualities described above.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aries
Saturn in 2nd house
Saturn Opposition Mercury/Jupiter
N. Node in Aries
N. Node in 3rd house