Behind Rozonda's rather lighthearted, witty and restless demeanor described in the previous chapter, lies a sensitive, poetic soul. Rozonda Thomas may cover up her sensitivity with light banter and cleverness - or she may use her verbal and communication skills to express her imagination, kindness and refined sensitivity.
At heart she is very gentle, impressionable and receptive - a dreamer. The world of her imagination, feelings, and intuition is as real to Rozonda Thomas as anything in the outer world, though she may have trouble verbalizing or interpreting her inner experiences in a way others can understand. Mystical, artistic, musical, emotional and imaginative, she has a rich inner life, though Rozonda may seem rather unobtrusive and quiet outwardly. Rozonda Thomas usually keeps to herself.
Chilli shows great sensitivity and empathy toward others and often senses things psychically or intuitively which prove to be correct. She is tolerant, forgiving and nonjudgmental, accepting people unconditionally regardless of their flaws, mistakes, or outward appearance. Chilli has deep compassion for the suffering of any fellow creature and she often feels the pain of others as if it were her own. Rozonda Thomas sympathizes with the needy, the disadvantaged and the misfits of society. She is capable of giving selflessly, living a life of devoted and compassionate service to others, as a healer, physician, social worker or minister. However, Rozonda tends to give indiscriminately, to let others take advantage of her kindness, and to encourage the weak to remain so by becoming dependent upon her. Chilli has little sense of boundaries, or of knowing when to say "no". Moderation and self-discipline are not her strong points.
She is a lover and a peacemaker rather than a fighter, and she tries to avoid open conflict. Rozonda will patiently ignore or "tune out" problems and hope they will go away by themselves, rather than confront them directly and Rozonda tends to lack the positive, fighting spirit that is sometimes necessary to overcome challenges. She is fluid, open, nonresistant and somewhat passive. Rozonda Thomas does things in a subtle, often covert, manner.
Her gifts may also lie in the realm of the creative, artistic, or musical, for she possesses great sensitivity, inspiration and limitless imagination. Rozonda Thomas has a strong affinity for beauty and love.
Her faults include a tendency to be lazy and negligent, and to wallow in self-pity rather than take strong, definite action to change her life for the better. She also tends to become so detached from her immediate environment that she lives in a disorderly, chaotic sort of hodgepodge, though this probably bothers those around Rozonda more than it bothers her.
Her career, reputation and public image are very important to Rozonda. Rozonda Thomas has a strong desire to be influential or make her mark on the world. She is not satisfied with the personal sphere alone; her ambitions include making a major contribution and receiving broad recognition for her unique effort and gifts. Rozonda Thomas may undervalue the personal or inner facet of life.
Rozonda Thomas tends to see things from her perspective only and to be rather subjective. She also enjoys talking and expressing her views but does not always listen as well. Rozonda Thomas has a clear mind, a love of learning and new experiences, and she needs constant mental stimulation and activity.
Chilli has big aspirations and the desire to succeed in life in a grand way. Rozonda Thomas tends to exaggerate, promise more than is feasible and misjudge by being overly optimistic. However, she never gives up on her hopes for the future. Rozonda tends to be restless and discontent with the responsibilities and limitations of life.
Rozonda depends a great deal on other people's reactions to her and rarely acts until she sees how she affects others. Rozonda Thomas must learn to be direct and straightforward, rather than evasive or manipulative. Chilli should also learn to rely heavily on her hunches.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Ascendant in Gemini and Sun in Pisces
Sun in Pisces
Sun in 10th house
Sun Conjunct Mercury
Sun Square Jupiter
Sun Opposition Neptune/Asc.