challenges and difficulties
Rozonda either overvalues or undervalues her possessions and assets. She can also go to extremes in dealing with bodily needs and desires, being either hedonistic or ascetic. Rozonda Thomas may deny herself sensual pleasure and enjoyment of the fruits of her labors. She may also be stingy and unable to give freely. Many times Rozonda Thomas feels that she does not have "enough" to make her feel secure, regardless of how much (money, insurance, etc.) she has!
She may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Rozonda Thomas does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Rozonda Thomas must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
She is subject to rash decisions and impulsive actions that may have sudden, unexpected consequences and undesirable results. As she lacks the capacity to adapt, Rozonda Thomas may encounter considerable tension in her relationships and is likely to have disputes or even violent fights with others.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Rozonda Thomas instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Rozonda Thomas needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Rozonda Thomas' path lies in cultivating idealism and humanitarian feelings, being concerned with how Rozonda's actions impact the world at large, perhaps becoming more aware of the social implications of Rozonda's life style and personal choices or becoming active politically. Participating in organizations that support Rozonda's ideals is one way to do this.
When under stress she is likely to become overly focused on herself and her own little world.
Instead of "how will this benefit or hurt me?" Rozonda's focus needs to shift to "how will this affect us all?".
Ideally, Rozonda Thomas needs to strike a balance between doing for herself and doing for others, by discovering how Rozonda's unique gifts can benefit others.
It is in fostering a personal vision or philosophy of life, whether through religious or philosophical studies, education or the wisdom of distant lands or cultures that Rozonda Thomas is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Rozonda Thomas needs to cultivate the qualities described above in this endeavor. Long distance communication and involvement with foreigners is likely to be significant to Rozonda.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Taurus
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Opposition Mars/Uranus
N. Node in Aquarius
N. Node in 9th house