challenges and difficulties
Spector doubts her own intelligence and mental capacities, and she may work very hard at studies in order to compensate for this. Ronnie is often overly serious and disinterested in light or superficial conversation. Spontaneous communication, social give-and-take, and making small talk are likely to be difficult for her.
Fear of the unknown, of change, and/or of death may plague Ronnie. She strongly resists changes and transitions rather than greeting them with curiosity or a spirit of adventure, which makes them much harder for her.
On another level entirely, Ronnie Spector is very careful about joining forces, and especially her material resources, with others. Spector wants to keep her own and other people's property and assets very distinct.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Ronnie Spector instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Ronnie Spector needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Ronnie Spector's path lies in her development as an individual, the discovery of her own strengths and joys, the capacity to express her uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Spector's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Ronnie Spector is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, she may believe that striving to do her personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Ronnie should let go of this notion. Finding her own center and doing what gives her delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Ronnie Spector can offer the world at large.
It is in her public life and career that Ronnie Spector is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The latter will impact Spector's reputation and standing in her community or professional circle, as well as how Ronnie Spector achieves her important life goals and aspirations.
The following are specific activities that will support Ronnie Spector in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Spector, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Ronnie Spector should develop true self-confidence and the willingness to put herself "out there", be seen and shine. Ronnie needs to be willing to take on a leading role. She needs to be a hero - a protagonist in her own story - by cultivating the courageous, active, and positive masculine qualities she possesses. Doing creative work that she is proud of - anything that comes from Spector's heart and bears the stamp of Spector's individuality - is important. Also, being a mentor, a helpful, encouraging force in the life of someone less experienced than she is a way for Ronnie Spector to grow and become more whole herself.
Ronnie Spector should develop faith and confidence both in herself and in a higher power that can guide, nourish, and help her. She needs to expand her willingness to dream and envision better things in life by studying religion, philosophy and other subjects that enable her to acquire a larger, more inclusive view of the world.
Being generous with her time, energy and resources in helping others achieve a better life will in turn benefit Ronnie Spector.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Gemini
Saturn in 8th house
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 10th house
N. Node Conjunct Sun
N. Node Conjunct Jupiter