challenges and difficulties
Roberto Calvi has a penchant for order and precision, and an almost compulsive attention to detail. He is often hypercritical and can be such a demanding perfectionist that he discourages himself or others from even attempting something that will not be done exactly the way Calvi knows it should be done.
He frequently over analyzes or picks things apart mentally. Roberto Calvi may also be somewhat of a hypochondriac. Roberto must learn that he does not have to rationally understand everything in order for it to be valid, and also to relax his unnecessarily high or strict standards.
He may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Roberto Calvi does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend himself from its dangers and its unknowns. Roberto Calvi must learn to overcome his ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
Roberto Calvi seesaws between playing it safe, and doing something unique and original, between self-control and letting loose, between being a responsible adult and a rebellious adolescent, between what Roberto has to or should do and what his spontaneous impulses tell him to do. All of this creates enormous inner tension as well as friction with people in his environment. Roberto Calvi may, for instance, bitterly resent government or authority figures who "crush his individuality", yet ignore his obligations and responsibilities, thus ensuring that they will pursue him. Learning to give each side its due is an ongoing challenge for Calvi.
He may feel inhibited in his relationships with others and give the impression of being unapproachable and wanting to keep his distance. Roberto Calvi thinks about his feelings for a long time before he expresses them to anyone and he tends to hide his inner self.
He is not afraid of hard work and leaves no stone unturned in the pursuit of his objectives. Roberto Calvi has a strong desire to overcome any difficulties or obstacles in his way and will do this at all cost, even if it means having to use force.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Roberto Calvi instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Roberto Calvi needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
He is capable of withstanding outside influences and remaining constant and steady on his path, but when under stress Roberto Calvi becomes downright obstinate and implacable, resisting any change no matter how necessary or desirable the change may be. Tenaciously trying to preserve the status quo and hold on to what he has, he is apt to ignore the subtle signals he receives about needing to do something differently, which often leads to a crisis.
Roberto Calvi needs to learn the limits of his ability to control life, and to accept and even embrace change and loss of the familiar, in order to allow for new life and growth. "Letting go" is a major life lesson for him. Calvi also needs to develop a balanced attitude toward his appetites and desires, as Roberto Calvi tends to overindulge and/or deny himself excessively.
It is in his way of thinking, processing information and communicating that Roberto Calvi is most likely to wrestle with these issues. In Calvi's relationships with neighbors, colleagues, and acquaintances, he needs to try to bring out the qualities described above.
Calvi considers the ability to think and speak convincingly as the most powerful instrument one can possess. He always strives for intellectual control in his environment and tends to dominate his relationships. Roberto Calvi has a strong desire to be the spokesman in his community.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Virgo
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Opposition Uranus
Saturn Opposition Moon/Mercury
Saturn Conjunct Mars/Pluto
N. Node in Scorpio
N. Node in 3rd house
N. Node Opposition Mercury/Pluto