challenges and difficulties
Gayheart doubts her own intelligence and mental capacities, and she may work very hard at studies in order to compensate for this. Rebecca is often overly serious and disinterested in light or superficial conversation. Spontaneous communication, social give-and-take, and making small talk are likely to be difficult for her.
Rebecca may be plagued by fear of the unknown, of change, and/or of death. She strongly resists changes and transitions rather than greeting them with curiosity or a spirit of adventure, which makes them much harder for her.
On another level entirely, Rebecca Gayheart is very careful about joining forces, and especially her material resources, with others. Gayheart wants to keep her own and other people's property and assets very distinct.
The conflict between spiritual needs and ideals versus material desires or limitations of the "real world" is one of Rebecca's ongoing challenges. It may be hard for Rebecca Gayheart to sort out her true values, especially when she is enmeshed in the demands of mundane life. Times of retreat, isolation, meditation and prayer could be helpful to Gayheart in this regard. Finding inner strength through spirituality and attunement to a higher source is ultimately the answer for her.
Since she lacks the capacity to adapt, Rebecca Gayheart tends to be rebellious and fight hard against oppression. This could even lead to violent incidents, so Rebecca should try to keep her temper at bay. She may have to work extremely hard and handle a great many responsibilities.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Rebecca Gayheart instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Rebecca Gayheart needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Rebecca Gayheart's path lies in cultivating idealism and humanitarian feelings, being concerned with how Gayheart's actions impact the world at large, perhaps becoming more aware of the social implications of Gayheart's life style and personal choices or becoming active politically. Participating in organizations that support Gayheart's ideals is one way to do this.
When under stress she is likely to become overly focused on herself and her own little world.
Instead of "how will this benefit or hurt me?" Gayheart's focus needs to shift to "how will this affect us all?".
Ideally, Rebecca Gayheart needs to strike a balance between doing for herself and doing for others, by discovering how Gayheart's unique gifts can benefit others.
It is in trying to strike a balance between Gayheart's inner, personal life and her career or involvement with the world at large that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Rebecca Gayheart needs to focus attention on her home and family situation, and create a secure inner anchor.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Rebecca Gayheart back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Being excessively egocentric or proud, needing personal recognition and applause, wanting to be center stage all the time, needing to be important and special.
The tendency for self-indulgence, laziness, and over-reliance on the generosity or affection of others, as well as making love relationships, social life and superficial pleasures more important than anything else in her life.
The following are specific activities that will support Rebecca Gayheart in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Gayheart, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Rebecca Gayheart should become a warrior and cultivate a positive, victorious, active approach to life and to any problems she faces. It is in Gayheart's best interest to act on her own behalf instead of stalling, waiting or hoping someone else will do it for her. Rebecca Gayheart needs to assert herself openly and courageously and not to be afraid to make mistakes or stumble; there are bound to be a few trial runs to any new initiative. Rebecca needs to foster a healthy fighting spirit, pick herself up, and go! She also should learn to appreciate conflict and confrontation as a means to grow.
Because of rigid and somewhat unpleasant family relationships, Rebecca Gayheart is inclined to seclude herself from others. She may prefer to live in archaic surroundings and may be interested in antiques.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Gemini
Saturn in 8th house
Saturn Opposition Neptune
Saturn Opposition Pluto/N. Node
N. Node in Aquarius
N. Node in 4th house
N. Node Opposition Sun
N. Node Opposition Venus
N. Node Conjunct Mars
N. Node Opposition Saturn/Asc.