challenges and difficulties
Randy Spears has a great capacity for self-denial in the pursuit of a long-range goal. Randy is capable of hard work and persistent labor, but he may lack joyfulness and the ability to play. Randy Spears often feels burdened by life's demands and responsibilities, and may envy those who seem to attract what they want in life without a great deal of personal effort.
There is a very judgmental, stern, and uncompromising side of Spears' which may inhibit him a great deal. Randy Spears must avoid becoming heavy and cynical, or becoming a rather callous, sophisticated adult whose practicality and realism squeeze out the playful, imaginative side of life.
It may be difficult for Randy Spears to play spontaneously or just let his hair down, for he tends to inhibit that side of his by being too self-conscious and concerned with the impression he is making.
Randy may work very hard at some sport or creative medium in order to excel, for he wants very, very much to be noticed, acknowledged, and recognized as special in some way. Though he may indeed be outstanding, Randy Spears also needs to learn to relax and enjoy himself more.
Randy could find it difficult to express himself and consequently he feels inhibited and lonely at times. He tends to isolate himself from others and his relationships seem strained. Conditions in Randy Spears' parental home may be oppressive and constrained.
Because of his inner reserve and basic shyness, Randy Spears appears to lack adaptability and is a bit inhibited in dealing with other people. His approach is somewhat serious and it is difficult for Randy to face the public.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Randy Spears instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Randy Spears needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Randy Spears' path lies in his development as an individual, the discovery of his own strengths and joys, the capacity to express his uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Spears' instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Randy Spears is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, he may believe that striving to do his personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Randy should let go of this notion. Finding his own center and doing what gives him delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Randy Spears can offer the world at large.
It is deep within himself, as Randy Spears faces his own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of his life that Randy Spears keeps hidden from public view where he is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
The following are specific activities that will support Randy Spears in his growth. These may or may not feel natural to Spears, and he may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to his path to wholeness.
Randy Spears should care for and nourish children, plants, pets or other people. He needs to make a home, create and sustain strong relationships with his family or a community that can support him and give him a sense of safety and belonging.
Randy Spears should develop his listening skills and deepen his understanding and appreciation of women and their perspective. Randy Spears has to learn to trust his own feelings, intuitions and emotional needs. He needs to care for himself in an accepting, non-judgmental way.
It is in Randy Spears' best interest to take all that is good and helpful from his past and use it in a new way. (If he is so inclined, Randy may want to explore the potential of past-life regression to tap into gifts he has already developed).
Randy Spears should become a warrior and cultivate a positive, victorious, active approach to life and to any problems he faces. It is in Spears' best interest to act on his own behalf instead of stalling, waiting or hoping someone else will do it for him. Randy Spears needs to assert himself openly and courageously and not to be afraid to make mistakes or stumble; there are bound to be a few trial runs to any new initiative. Randy needs to foster a healthy fighting spirit, pick himself up, and go! He also should learn to appreciate conflict and confrontation as a means to grow.
Randy Spears should be willing to become more of a free thinker, to experiment and change, to loosen his ties to tradition and the known and to allow for new developments. He needs to practice getting involved in an area involving new techniques, rapid changes and innovation. Randy can be part of the avant-garde promoting such changes - be it in science, music or social relationships. Randy Spears has to be willing to be different and perhaps to be considered eccentric or odd.
Randy Spears' path to wholeness involves confronting his dark and hidden recesses, bringing them out into the open, and transforming himself in the process. Healing abilities develop as a result of Spears' willingness to experience and transform deep emotions such as grief, anger, and pain. Furthermore, bringing light to the darkness and pain in the world without becoming overwhelmed by it is a significant challenge for Randy.
Randy Spears has a strong desire to break records and set an example for others through his own achievements. Randy tends to spur others on to improve results and his relationships with others is for the purpose of bettering conditions.
Spears constantly seems to be under tremendous pressure and he wants to achieve record performances. Having a strong desire to accomplish immense tasks in team-work with others, Randy Spears has a tendency to demand too much of other people.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Capricorn
Saturn in 5th house
Saturn Opposition Sun/Moon
Saturn Opposition Sun/N. Node
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 12th house
N. Node Conjunct Moon
N. Node Conjunct Mars
N. Node Conjunct Uranus
N. Node Conjunct Pluto
N. Node Conjunct Mars/Pluto
N. Node Conjunct Uranus/Pluto