challenges and difficulties
Randolph Churchill often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something he cannot name or specify, and he may sense both a great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or over sensitivity is an important task for Churchill.
It may be difficult for Randolph Churchill to play spontaneously or just let his hair down, for he tends to inhibit that side of his by being too self-conscious and concerned with the impression he is making.
Randolph may work very hard at some sport or creative medium in order to excel, for he wants very, very much to be noticed, acknowledged and recognized as special in some way. Though he may indeed be outstanding, Randolph Churchill also needs to learn to relax and enjoy himself more.
His ambition and desire for power may be somewhat out of proportion and Churchill can be quite ruthless when faced with potential obstacles and difficulties. Randolph Churchill must learn to control his temper and be willing to compromise.
Randolph Churchill tends to experience inner conflicts between his responsibilities and his desires. Churchill may give preference to duties over desires, which makes it very difficult for him to be truly happy.
His attitude toward life is quite serious and he is very thorough. Randolph has the need to be by himself and think out everything very carefully before he takes action. Randolph Churchill may enjoy doing some type of creative artwork involving hard or heavy materials.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Randolph Churchill instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Randolph Churchill needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
His natural instinct, especially when under stress, is to passively go along with whatever is easiest, refrain from clearly analyzing or assessing his situation and perhaps even try to escape from seeing his situation clearly by indulging in fantasies, intoxicants, and the like. Dreaminess and impracticality, being unfocused and undefined (at least in certain areas) are ways Randolph Churchill copes with stress. Randolph Churchill also has trouble setting limits and saying no.
His development path lies in cultivating discrimination and clarity, becoming more precise, and developing technical and practical skills that will enable Randolph Churchill to function more efficiently in the world. Finding a way to be of practical service is also important.
It is in his public life and career that Randolph Churchill is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The latter will impact Churchill's reputation and standing in his community or professional circle, as well as how Randolph Churchill achieves his important life goals and aspirations.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Randolph Churchill back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Excessive thinking, rationalizing or talking, the overuse or misuse of Churchill's intellectual abilities and the tendency to allow his energy to be dissipated in trivial activities.
Churchill is somewhat shy and tends to feel inferior when he is with others. Randolph Churchill is inclined to establish relationships with weak or sick people and is always willing to help or take care of them.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 5th house
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Pluto
Saturn Opposition Moon/Jupiter
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/Venus
N. Node in Virgo
N. Node in 10th house
N. Node Opposition Mercury
N. Node Opposition Saturn/Neptune