challenges and difficulties
He is very self-conscious and has a great need for ego-affirmation and praise. Expressing himself freely and openly is not easy for Huggar. R.L. Huggar tends to work hard at playing and "having fun", rather than being light-hearted and spontaneous. Developing self-love and self-acceptance regardless of his "performance" is an important task for RL.
R.L. Huggar has a mature, disciplined, serious attitude toward life that colors everything he does. Caution and realism are his virtues though RL limits himself at times by being too careful, shy or fearful, not believing in himself enough, or lacking the required assertiveness. Others find R.L. Huggar difficult to get to know intimately, as Huggar tends to distance himself from them or to outwardly adopt a rather stern, "adult" demeanor.
R.L. Huggar becomes tense and upset rather easily. He becomes irritated by the unwillingness of others to make changes. In his eagerness to see his inspirations materialize, Huggar is inclined to forego tact and diplomacy in favor of achieving his goals. His occasional outbreaks of brusque, insensitive behavior often do more harm than good.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which R.L. Huggar instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction R.L. Huggar needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Instinctively he is a fighter and an individualist who can stand alone when necessary. Very often, however, RL stands alone when he does not need to, not realizing the support, assistance, and resources others may have to offer. R.L. Huggar has a tendency to "reinvent the wheel" and to feel that he must be self-reliant and that only he can come up with the answers he needs. Implicit in this attitude is a kind of arrogance as well as a rather competitive approach, which - at its worst - can alienate him from others, or make R.L. Huggar feel that "it is me against the world".
Social skills and graces and what R.L. Huggar calls social "games" do not come naturally to him. R.L. Huggar needs to learn how to share and join others, and how to negotiate and resolve conflict with others in a cooperative way.
It is in trying to strike a balance between Huggar's inner, personal life and his career or involvement with the world at large that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. R.L. Huggar needs to focus attention on his home and family situation, and create a secure inner anchor.
He is very social, loves artistic events and entertainment, and has the ability to show his feelings without reservation. R.L. Huggar probably found joy in learning things early in life and he stays close to his family and other relations.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Leo
Saturn in 1st house
Saturn Square Uranus
N. Node in Libra
N. Node in 4th house
N. Node Opposition Mercury/Venus