challenges and difficulties
Porfirio has difficulty asserting his will and desires directly and openly. He may also suppress his anger and aggressiveness. Developing self-confidence, courage, and faith in himself are important tasks for Rubirosa.
He may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Porfirio Rubirosa does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend himself from its dangers and its unknowns. Porfirio Rubirosa must learn to overcome his ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
Somewhat stubborn and self-willed, Porfirio Rubirosa persists no matter what obstacles he has to overcome. He has great endurance and strength and he forces himself to work very hard. Porfirio Rubirosa may be somewhat one-sided in the pursuit of his objectives.
When he is with others, Porfirio Rubirosa may often suddenly become inhibited. He is inclined to be afraid of confrontations and probably will avoid group activities as much as possible.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Porfirio Rubirosa instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Porfirio Rubirosa needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Porfirio Rubirosa needs to take what he has learned (either through formal education or his own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either Porfirio's quality of life or that of persons in his world, is of little real value. Putting Rubirosa's understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in his daily relationships, and in the multiple choices he makes every day, will enable Porfirio Rubirosa to really test his belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, Porfirio Rubirosa is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. Porfirio Rubirosa needs to cultivate his ability to live in the present!
It is in his dealings with money, financial security, tangible assets and possessions that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above are ones Porfirio Rubirosa needs to integrate in tangible ways: how he makes a living, building assets and a secure material base, what he does with the resources he has. Porfirio Rubirosa should try to avoid over involvement or entanglements with other people's money matters, legal business, and personal affairs.
The following are specific activities that will support Porfirio Rubirosa in his growth. These may or may not feel natural to Rubirosa, and he may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to his path to wholeness.
Porfirio Rubirosa's path to wholeness involves confronting his dark and hidden recesses, bringing them out into the open, and transforming himself in the process. Healing abilities develop as a result of Rubirosa's willingness to experience and transform deep emotions such as grief, anger, and pain. Furthermore, bringing light to the darkness and pain in the world without becoming overwhelmed by it is a significant challenge for Porfirio.
He is likely to offer help and protection to people around him and promote moral values. Porfirio Rubirosa stands up for social justice and unselfishly works for the good of his community. , Porfirio Rubirosa refuses any kind of personal advantage and lives in harmony with everyone.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aries
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Conjunct Uranus/Pluto
Saturn Conjunct Uranus/N. Node
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 2nd house
N. Node Conjunct Pluto
N. Node Conjunct Jupiter/Saturn