challenges and difficulties
Negri both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable to others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting them get to know her intimately does not come easily to Pola, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Pola Negri is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Negri.
It may be difficult for Pola Negri to play spontaneously or just let her hair down, for she tends to inhibit that side of her by being too self-conscious and concerned with the impression she is making.
Pola may work very hard at some sport or creative medium in order to excel, for she wants very, very much to be noticed, acknowledged and recognized as special in some way. Though she may indeed be outstanding, Pola Negri also needs to learn to relax and enjoy herself more.
She is serious and sincere about her interests, does not accept superficial answers and is not easily placated. Pola wants her inspirations to become reality and she does not mind upsetting a few apple carts in the process. Pola Negri becomes impatient with others for being hesitant to implement new ideas and take action, and her occasional outbreaks of brusque, insensitive behavior often do more harm than good.
Because she is somewhat inhibited when initiating relationships with others, Pola Negri may prefer to be by herself. Pola may feel that she does not fit in very well with others and as a result, may have difficulties with team-work.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Pola Negri instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Pola Negri needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Pola Negri's path lies in cultivating idealism and humanitarian feelings, being concerned with how Negri's actions impact the world at large, perhaps becoming more aware of the social implications of Negri's life style and personal choices or becoming active politically. Participating in organizations that support Negri's ideals is one way to do this.
When under stress she is likely to become overly focused on herself and her own little world.
Instead of "how will this benefit or hurt me?" Negri's focus needs to shift to "how will this affect us all?".
Ideally, Pola Negri needs to strike a balance between doing for herself and doing for others, by discovering how Negri's unique gifts can benefit others.
It is in her marriage and other intimate, one-to-one relationships that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. She may see the qualities that she needs to develop more fully (described above) in her partner. It is important for Pola Negri to recognize, appreciate, and listen to the people in her life who express such attributes, as well as to develop them herself. Pola Negri has to put energy and attention into learning about others, and about herself through others.
She is very social, loves artistic events and entertainment, and has the ability to show her feelings without reservation. Pola Negri probably found joy in learning things early in life and she stays close to her family and other relations.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 5th house
Saturn Conjunct Uranus
Saturn Conjunct Jupiter/N. Node
N. Node in Aquarius
N. Node in 7th house
N. Node Conjunct Mercury/Venus