challenges and difficulties
Rudd both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable to others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting them get to know him intimately does not come easily to Phil, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Phil Rudd is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Rudd.
He is serious by nature, and may have difficulty making small talk or participating in friendly, personal exchanges.
Phil Rudd tries to be strictly accurate and is critical of people who exaggerate or discuss subjects they really know little about. Rudd withholds his thoughts and opinions until he has thought everything through quite thoroughly, and sometimes Phil's silence discomforts others.
His mental concentration is very good but his breadth of understanding may not be.
Since he lacks the capacity to adapt, Phil Rudd tends to be rebellious and fight hard against oppression. This could even lead to violent incidents, so Phil should try to keep his temper at bay. He may have to work extremely hard and handle a great many responsibilities.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Phil Rudd instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Phil Rudd needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Phil Rudd has a great capacity for sympathy, tenderness, and caring, which is a gift that he is apt to over bestow at times. For balance, Phil Rudd needs to foster mature self-discipline, self-control, and personal responsibility.
When under stress, he has a strong instinct to retreat back to the nest, to be a child again, or to become overwhelmed with feelings and longings to be taken care of. Also, he may encourage others to depend on him emotionally (and otherwise) to an unhealthy degree. Phil Rudd needs to learn how to set limits and to turn off the flow of support when necessary.
It is in his work and his relationships with co-workers, employers, and employees that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Integrating the qualities described above into Rudd's work and daily routine will lead to greater satisfaction, improved health, and personal growth.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Phil Rudd back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Going to extremes, willful rebelliousness and an instinctive anti-authoritarian attitude. Phil Rudd seeks constant (and often purposeless) movement or change, involvement with unreliable people, and individual freedom at any cost.
Rudd considers the ability to think and speak convincingly as the most powerful instrument one can possess. He always strives for intellectual control in his environment and tends to dominate his relationships. Phil Rudd has a strong desire to be the spokesman in his community.
Phil likes beautiful surroundings and knows how to create harmony in his environment. Phil Rudd loves to be around people and has a strong desire to be influential in social circles.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 3rd house
Saturn Conjunct Pluto/N. Node
N. Node in Capricorn
N. Node in 6th house
N. Node Opposition Uranus
N. Node Opposition Mercury/Pluto
N. Node Opposition Jupiter/Asc.