challenges and difficulties
Rozelle both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable with others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting himself be known in a deep way does not come easily to Pete, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Pete Rozelle is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Rozelle.
It may be difficult for Pete Rozelle to play spontaneously or just let his hair down, for he tends to inhibit that side of his by being too self-conscious and concerned with the impression he is making.
Pete may work very hard at some sport or creative medium in order to excel, for he wants very, very much to be noticed, acknowledged, and recognized as special in some way. Though he may indeed be outstanding, Pete Rozelle also needs to learn to relax and enjoy himself more.
Pete Rozelle strives and struggles a great deal with his ideals or spiritual aspirations. He may go through periods of self-denial, asceticism, and in-depth study of religious philosophy and spiritual practices, or he may lose heart and become cynical about religious ideals; however, he can never quite divorce himself from his idealistic concerns.
Pete Rozelle has a tendency to be too critical of himself. He may be plagued by feelings of guilt about some past events, leading to further self-doubt. Pete must learn to handle his frustration, depression and discontentment and try to overcome his lack of self-confidence.
When he is with others, Pete Rozelle often may suddenly become inhibited. He is inclined to be afraid of confrontations and probably will avoid group activities as much as possible.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Pete Rozelle instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Pete Rozelle needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
When under stress, Pete Rozelle is apt to shut off the flow of his emotions and ignore his needs and feelings in order to do what he perceives as his duty or simply what the practical realities of the situation dictate. This can lead to a certain rigidity and inflexibility. If overdone, self-control, self-discipline, or an exaggerated concern over what society, family or others expect of him, makes life more of a burden than an adventure.
Fostering his tender, caring, feminine, and nurturing aspects is an important step in Pete Rozelle's growth. Pete Rozelle needs to learn how to nourish and lovingly tend to both himself and others. Letting himself be taken care of sometimes is okay!
It is in his relationships with others that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. There is a dynamic balance (or conflict) within Pete Rozelle between acting spontaneously and being true to himself versus modifying himself or his behavior to suit others. Pete Rozelle seesaws between being inordinately concerned with his self to being overly conciliatory and concerned with others' needs, rights, or opinions about him. Learning to act authentically and forthrightly regardless of possible consequences is Rozelle's task.
He is reserved and somewhat conservative in presenting his viewpoints to others and prefers a philosophical discussion rather than small talk. Pete Rozelle is quite selective in his choice of subjects and only wants to study what is really of interest to him.
Pete Rozelle tends to have a certain fear of crowds and may find it hard to integrate himself into a group of people. Working with others is not easy for Rozelle, and he may frequently encounter some upsets or hostility.
Pete Rozelle tends to feel sad a lot of times and may sympathize with people who are "in the same boat". He is likely to cling to old things and wants to pass on his traditions.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 5th house
Saturn Square Neptune
Saturn Conjunct Moon/Mars
Saturn Opposition Uranus/N. Node
N. Node in Cancer
N. Node in 1st house
N. Node Opposition Mercury/Saturn
N. Node Opposition Saturn/Uranus
N. Node Opposition Saturn/MC