challenges and difficulties
She is very self-conscious and has a great need for ego-affirmation and praise. Expressing herself freely and openly is not easy for Courson. Pamela Courson tends to work hard at playing and "having fun", rather than being light-hearted and spontaneous. Developing self-love and self-acceptance regardless of her "performance" is an important task for Pamela.
Pamela Courson takes both her work and her health very seriously, but she may demand so much of herself at work that she compromises her health. Pamela can become a workaholic, not so much because she has lofty ambitions, but because she never feels like she has done enough. Pamela Courson is overly responsible or overly conscientious at work, so much so that she may not enjoy it at all.
Courson can also get overly involved in self-improvement or her health, and she tends to be a bit of a hypochondriac.
She is suspicious of groups, crowds, and social organizations. Courson is quick to pick up on social charades and insincerity and avoids the limelight and glamour. Pamela Courson is direct and to the point in speech and manner, stubborn and inflexible, and often unwilling to communicate her innermost feelings and thoughts.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Pamela Courson instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Pamela Courson needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Pamela Courson needs to take what she has learned (either through formal education or her own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either Pamela's quality of life or that of persons in her world, is of little real value. Putting Courson's understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in her daily relationships, and in the multiple choices she makes every day, will enable Pamela Courson to really test her belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, Pamela Courson is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. Pamela Courson needs to cultivate her ability to live in the present!
It is in her way of thinking, processing information and communicating that Pamela Courson is most likely to wrestle with these issues. In Courson's relationships with neighbors, colleagues, and acquaintances, she needs to try to bring out the qualities described above.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Pamela Courson back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Excessive thinking, rationalizing or talking, the overuse or misuse of Courson's intellectual abilities and the tendency to allow her energy to be dissipated in trivial activities.
Pamela Courson has a friendly, open and sociable demeanor and a strong desire to cultivate relationships with warm and congenial people. She may enjoy participating in artistic events and she likes to associate with art lovers.
Pamela has an extremely magnetic personality along with strong sexual attraction. Pamela Courson tends to put her heart and soul into her work and may prefer to work with partners of the opposite sex.
Courson is able to cooperate with people harmoniously, and others see her as a welcome comrade. Pamela likes to work hand-in-hand with everyone and has excellent teamwork ability.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Leo
Saturn in 6th house
Saturn Conjunct Pluto
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 3rd house
N. Node Opposition Mercury
N. Node Opposition Sun/Venus
N. Node Opposition Venus/Mars
N. Node Opposition Mars/Jupiter