challenges and difficulties
Nerine Kidd-Shatner has a great capacity for self-denial in the pursuit of a long-range goal. Nerine Kidd is capable of hard work and persistent labor, but she may lack the capacity for joy and play. Nerine Kidd-Shatner often feels burdened by life's demands and responsibilities, and may envy those who seem to attract what they want in life without a great deal of personal effort.
There is a very judgmental, stern, and uncompromising side of Nerine Shatner's that may inhibit her a great deal. Nerine Kidd-Shatner must avoid becoming cumbersome and cynical, or a rather callous, sophisticated adult whose sense of practicality and realism rob her of the playful, imaginative side of life.
Her childhood or her relationship with her parents was restrictive, unloving or unhappy in ways that may prevent Nerine Kidd from allowing other people to get close to her in later life. Nerine Kidd-Shatner feels that she was deprived in one form or another, regardless of whether she actually was or not. Her early life - at least as Nerine Shatner remembers it - may have been marked by emotional separation or repression of her needs and feelings. Forgiving her parents and/or letting go of any resentments she has about the limitations that she experienced early in her life is crucial. Also, Nerine Kidd-Shatner needs to build her own solid foundation, and investing time and energy into her home, domestic relationships, and inner life can help Nerine Kidd accomplish this task.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Nerine Kidd-Shatner instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Nerine Kidd-Shatner needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Instinctively she is a fighter and an individualist who can stand alone when necessary. Very often, however, Nerine Kidd stands alone when she does not need to, not realizing the support, assistance, and resources others may have to offer. Nerine Kidd-Shatner has a tendency to "reinvent the wheel" and to feel that she must be self-reliant and that only she can come up with the answers she needs. Implicit in this attitude is a kind of arrogance as well as a rather competitive approach, which - at its worst - can alienate her from others, or make Nerine Kidd-Shatner feel that "it is me against the world".
Social skills and graces and what Nerine Kidd-Shatner calls social "games" do not come naturally to her. Nerine Kidd-Shatner needs to learn how to share and join others, and how to negotiate and resolve conflict with others in a cooperative way.
It is in her relationships with others that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. There is a dynamic balance (or conflict) within Nerine Kidd-Shatner between acting spontaneously and being true to herself versus modifying herself or her behavior to suit others. Nerine Kidd-Shatner seesaws between being inordinately concerned with her self to being overly conciliatory and concerned with others' needs, rights, or opinions about her. Learning to act authentically and forthrightly regardless of possible consequences is Nerine Shatner's task.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Capricorn
Saturn in 4th house
N. Node in Libra
N. Node in 1st house