challenges and difficulties
Mother Meera has a great capacity for self-denial in the pursuit of a long-range goal. Mother Meera is capable of hard work and persistent labor, but she may lack joyfulness and the ability to play. Mother Meera often feels burdened by life's demands and responsibilities, and may envy those who seem to attract what they want in life without a great deal of personal effort.
There is a very judgmental, stern, and uncompromising side of Kamala Reddy's which may inhibit her a great deal. Mother Meera must avoid becoming heavy and cynical, or becoming a rather callous, sophisticated adult whose practicality and realism squeeze out the playful, imaginative side of life.
She is very conscientious, responsible, and concerned with her duty, her public image and reputation, and becoming a person of stature in the world. Mother Meera understands the need for hard work and careful planning in order to accomplish anything substantial and she is capable of much self-discipline and patience once she sets her sights on a goal.
But Mother Meera is very judgmental and hard on herself if she fails to attain success, and she can become dry, bitter, or cynical if the world does not recognize her efforts.
Her aspirations and dreams are always tempered by realism and practical considerations. Mother Meera pursues her aims in a systematic, disciplined, and thorough manner, and she is willing to takes her time, advancing slowly and steadily on her way towards her goal.
Sometimes Mother Meera underestimates what is possible, and holds herself back unnecessarily due to a lack of faith or an overly cautious attitude.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Mother Meera instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Mother Meera needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Her natural instinct, especially when under stress, is to passively go along with whatever is easiest, refrain from clearly analyzing or assessing her situation and perhaps even try to escape from seeing her situation clearly by indulging in fantasies, intoxicants, and the like. Dreaminess and impracticality, being unfocused and undefined (at least in certain areas) are ways Mother Meera copes with stress. Mother Meera also has trouble setting limits and saying no.
Her development path lies in cultivating discrimination and clarity, becoming more precise, and developing technical and practical skills that will enable Mother Meera to function more efficiently in the world. Finding a way to be of practical service is also important.
It is in her work and her relationships with co-workers, employers, and employees that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Integrating the qualities described above into Kamala Reddy's work and daily routine will lead to greater satisfaction, improved health, and personal growth.
The following are specific activities that will support Mother Meera in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Kamala Reddy, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Mother Meera's path to wholeness involves confronting her dark and hidden recesses, bringing them out into the open, and transforming herself in the process. Healing abilities develop as a result of Kamala Reddy's willingness to experience and transform deep emotions such as grief, anger, and pain. Furthermore, bringing light to the darkness and pain in the world without becoming overwhelmed by it is a significant challenge for Mother Meera.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Capricorn
Saturn in 10th house
Jupiter Conjunct Saturn
N. Node in Virgo
N. Node in 6th house
N. Node Conjunct Pluto