challenges and difficulties
Millie Perkins often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something she cannot name or specify, and she may sense both a great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or over sensitivity is an important task for Perkins.
Perkins is generally not a "joiner" and she does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Millie Perkins does participate in a group, she may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or she may simply feel that she does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Millie Perkins better than being with groups of her own peers.
Millie has an inner conflict between idealism, hope and faith in the future versus doubt and oppression due to limitations and practical realities. Millie Perkins needs to develop discipline and patience in order to achieve her aspirations. Perkins will grow by learning to accept frustration and to persevere in spite of obstacles.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Millie Perkins instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Millie Perkins needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Millie Perkins has a great capacity for sympathy, tenderness, and caring, which is a gift that she is apt to over bestow at times. For balance, Millie Perkins needs to foster mature self-discipline, self-control, and personal responsibility.
When under stress, she has a strong instinct to retreat back to the nest, to be a child again, or to become overwhelmed with feelings and longings to be taken care of. Also, she may encourage others to depend on her emotionally (and otherwise) to an unhealthy degree. Millie Perkins needs to learn how to set limits and to turn off the flow of support when necessary.
It is in relationships that are more than superficial or casual - in particular in cases where Millie Perkins has merged emotionally, legally, or financially with another person - that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Perkins will see these issues arise in close partnerships of any kind, especially when there is a mutual dependency involved. Dealing with in-laws, inheritances, and legal matters involving joint custody, shared assets, and resources is also a part of this.
Perkins considers the ability to think and speak convincingly as the most powerful instrument one can possess. She always strives for intellectual control in her environment and tends to dominate her relationships. Millie Perkins has a strong desire to be the spokesman in her community.
Millie Perkins tends to have deep bonds with the people she associates with and is likely to encounter some unusual or fated relationships. Some of her contacts could be with very influential people who may be of help to Perkins in the future.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 11th house
Jupiter Square Saturn
N. Node in Capricorn
N. Node in 8th house
N. Node Opposition Mercury/Pluto
N. Node Opposition Pluto/Asc.