challenges and difficulties
Michelle has an innate distrust of groups and/or a cynical attitude toward society that may leave her feeling out of step and unable to participate in activities with her peers. Overcoming a sense of aloofness and alienation from others is an important task for Yeoh.
Her childhood or her relationship with her parents was restrictive, unloving or unhappy in ways that may prevent Michelle from allowing other people to get close to her in later life. Michelle Yeoh feels that she was deprived in one form or another, regardless of whether she actually was or not. Her early life - at least as Yeoh remembers it - may have been marked by emotional separation or repression of her needs and feelings. Forgiving her parents and/or letting go of any resentments she has about the limitations that she experienced early in her life is crucial. Also, Michelle Yeoh needs to build her own solid foundation, and investing time and energy into her home, domestic relationships, and inner life can help Michelle accomplish this task.
Michelle Yeoh strives and struggles a great deal with her ideals or spiritual aspirations. She may go through periods of self-denial, asceticism, and in-depth study of religious philosophy and spiritual practices, or she may lose heart and become cynical about religious ideals; however, she can never quite divorce herself from her idealistic concerns.
Michelle Yeoh tends to be her own worst enemy, demanding inhuman perfection of herself and harshly criticizing or persecuting herself when she does not measure up. Perhaps circumstances or relationships in her life have been extremely difficult and demanding, reinforcing Michelle's belief that she must struggle alone.
She is capable of tremendous effort and of overcoming great odds and handicaps. Through these efforts Michelle Yeoh develops her power and inner strength. However, Michelle Yeoh should not make life harder than it is. She must give herself permission to let up sometimes, and to realize that she is only human.
Her outlook on life is inclined to be somewhat negative and Michelle Yeoh tries to avoid relationships and social interaction as much as possible. There is a morose side to Michelle's nature that makes her feel that no one cares about her, that life is difficult and perhaps not even worthwhile.
Yeoh may find it difficult to relate to people and express her feelings, especially in love relationships. On the hand, Michelle Yeoh wants relationships yet on the other, she would rather be by herself. A sense of personal inadequacy makes Michelle withdraw from others and feel lonely as a result.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Michelle Yeoh instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Michelle Yeoh needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Michelle Yeoh's path lies in her development as an individual, the discovery of her own strengths and joys, the capacity to express her uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Yeoh's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Michelle Yeoh is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, she may believe that striving to do her personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Michelle should let go of this notion. Finding her own center and doing what gives her delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Michelle Yeoh can offer the world at large.
It is in her public life and career that Michelle Yeoh is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The latter will impact Yeoh's reputation and standing in her community or professional circle, as well as how Michelle Yeoh achieves her important life goals and aspirations.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Michelle Yeoh back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Michelle Yeoh's rigid self-control overly restricts her ability to freely express herself or explore possibilities. She is excessively concerned with work, duty and security. She tends to be fearful, judgmental towards herself or others, and can feel alone and cut off from sources of nourishment outside herself. Michelle Yeoh should try to learn to relax and recognize that not everything is Yeoh's responsibility.
The following are specific activities that will support Michelle Yeoh in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Yeoh, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Michelle Yeoh should develop true self-confidence and the willingness to put herself "out there", be seen and shine. Michelle needs to be willing to take on a leading role. She needs to be a hero - a protagonist in her own story - by cultivating the courageous, active, and positive masculine qualities she possesses. Doing creative work that she is proud of - anything that comes from Yeoh's heart and bears the stamp of Yeoh's individuality - is important. Also, being a mentor, a helpful, encouraging force in the life of someone less experienced than she is a way for Michelle Yeoh to grow and become more whole herself.
Michelle has an extremely magnetic personality along with strong sexual attraction. Michelle Yeoh tends to put her heart and soul into her work and may prefer to work with partners of the opposite sex.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aquarius
Saturn in 4th house
Saturn Square Neptune
Saturn Quincunx Pluto
Saturn Opposition Sun/MC
Saturn Opposition Venus/Mars
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 10th house
N. Node Opposition Saturn
N. Node Conjunct Sun
N. Node Conjunct Venus/Mars