challenges and difficulties
She is very self-conscious and has a great need for ego-affirmation and praise. Expressing herself freely and openly is not easy for Baxter. Meredith Baxter tends to work hard at playing and "having fun", rather than being light-hearted and spontaneous. Developing self-love and self-acceptance regardless of her "performance" is an important task for Meredith.
She may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Meredith Baxter does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Meredith Baxter must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
She is suspicious of groups, crowds, and social organizations. Baxter is quick to pick up on social charades and insincerity and avoids the limelight and glamour. Meredith Baxter is direct and to the point in speech and manner, stubborn and inflexible, and often unwilling to communicate her innermost feelings and thoughts.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Meredith Baxter instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Meredith Baxter needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Meredith Baxter needs to take what she has learned (either through formal education or her own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either Meredith's quality of life or that of persons in her world, is of little real value. Putting Baxter's understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in her daily relationships, and in the multiple choices she makes every day, will enable Meredith Baxter to really test her belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, Meredith Baxter is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. Meredith Baxter needs to cultivate her ability to live in the present!
It is in her public life and career that Meredith Baxter is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The latter will impact Baxter's reputation and standing in her community or professional circle, as well as how Meredith Baxter achieves her important life goals and aspirations.
Meredith Baxter tends to pick her friends and associates very carefully and is always on the lookout for responsible and congenial people. This enables Meredith Baxter to feel secure with her colleagues and enjoy good relationships with them.
Meredith has an extremely magnetic personality along with strong sexual attraction. Meredith Baxter tends to put her heart and soul into her work and may prefer to work with partners of the opposite sex.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Leo
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Conjunct Pluto
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 10th house
N. Node Conjunct Sun/MC
N. Node Conjunct Venus/Mars