challenges and difficulties
She is very self-conscious and has a great need for ego-affirmation and praise. Expressing herself freely and openly is not easy for Bialik. Mayim Bialik tends to work hard at playing and "having fun", rather than being light-hearted and spontaneous. Developing self-love and self-acceptance regardless of her "performance" is an important task for Mayim.
She may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Mayim Bialik does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Mayim Bialik must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
Mayim Bialik becomes tense and upset rather easily. She becomes irritated by the unwillingness of others to make changes. In her eagerness to see her inspirations materialize, Bialik is inclined to forego tact and diplomacy in favor of achieving her goals. Her occasional outbreaks of brusque, insensitive behavior often do more harm than good.
Because she is somewhat inhibited when initiating relationships with others, Mayim Bialik may prefer to be by herself. Mayim may feel that she does not fit in very well with others and as a result, may have difficulties with team-work.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Mayim Bialik instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Mayim Bialik needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
She is capable of withstanding outside influences and remaining constant and steady on her path, but when under stress Mayim Bialik becomes downright obstinate and implacable, resisting any change no matter how necessary or desirable the change may be. Tenaciously trying to preserve the status quo and hold on to what she has, she is apt to ignore the subtle signals she receives about needing to do something differently, which often leads to a crisis.
Mayim Bialik needs to learn the limits of her ability to control life, and to accept and even embrace change and loss of the familiar, in order to allow for new life and growth. "Letting go" is a major life lesson for her. Bialik also needs to develop a balanced attitude toward her appetites and desires, as Mayim Bialik tends to overindulge and/or deny herself excessively.
It is in trying to strike a balance between Bialik's inner, personal life and her career or involvement with the world at large that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Mayim Bialik needs to focus attention on her home and family situation, and create a secure inner anchor.
Bialik cooperates with others in a vigorous and energetic way. Her motto seems to be "one for all and all for one", and she feels strongly connected with others. In fact, Mayim Bialik looks upon other people as necessary for a worthwhile life.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Leo
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Square Uranus
Saturn Opposition Jupiter/N. Node
N. Node in Scorpio
N. Node in 4th house
N. Node Opposition Moon/Mars