challenges and difficulties
Marisa Miller has a penchant for order and precision, and an almost compulsive attention to detail. She is often hypercritical and can be such a demanding perfectionist that she discourages herself or others from even attempting something that will not be done exactly the way Miller knows it should be done.
She frequently over analyzes or picks things apart mentally. Marisa Miller may also be somewhat of a hypochondriac. Marisa must learn that she does not have to rationally understand everything in order for it to be valid, and also to relax her unnecessarily high or strict standards.
Miller is generally not a "joiner" and she does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Marisa Miller does participate in a group, she may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or she may simply feel that she does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Marisa Miller better than being with groups of her own peers.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Marisa Miller instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Marisa Miller needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Her natural instinct, especially when under stress, is to passively go along with whatever is easiest, refrain from clearly analyzing or assessing her situation and perhaps even try to escape from seeing her situation clearly by indulging in fantasies, intoxicants, and the like. Dreaminess and impracticality, being unfocused and undefined (at least in certain areas) are ways Marisa Miller copes with stress. Marisa Miller also has trouble setting limits and saying no.
Her development path lies in cultivating discrimination and clarity, becoming more precise, and developing technical and practical skills that will enable Marisa Miller to function more efficiently in the world. Finding a way to be of practical service is also important.
It is in any involvements she has with teams, clubs, organizations, networks, and the like that Marisa Miller is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above need to be channeled into some sort of group effort or experience, or have some impact on society at large.
The following are specific activities that will support Marisa Miller in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Miller, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
She needs to give and receive affection, love and pleasure (primarily with the qualities described previously). Marisa Miller has to learn to respond to, appreciate and create beauty, art, harmonious surroundings and relationships. She needs to be aware of aesthetics and to do things in a gracious, pleasing manner. Marisa Miller has to start enjoying life, nurturing friendships and cultivating her ability to love and to receive love.
Marisa Miller should become a warrior and cultivate a positive, victorious, active approach to life and to any problems she faces. It is in Miller's best interest to act on her own behalf instead of stalling, waiting or hoping someone else will do it for her. Marisa Miller needs to assert herself openly and courageously and not to be afraid to make mistakes or stumble; there are bound to be a few trial runs to any new initiative. Marisa needs to foster a healthy fighting spirit, pick herself up, and go! She also should learn to appreciate conflict and confrontation as a means to grow.
She is somewhat restless and nervous, but enjoys communicating with people and is constantly confronting others with her new ideas. Marisa has the ability to develop new relationships quickly and she can also be a stimulating force in group activities.
She is very obliging in her interaction with other people and can easily relate to them. Marisa Miller is likely to have many friends and acquaintances who share the same ideas and viewpoints as she does.
Because of rigid and somewhat unpleasant family relationships, Marisa Miller is inclined to seclude herself from others. She may prefer to live in archaic surroundings and may be interested in antiques.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Virgo
Saturn in 11th house
N. Node in Virgo
N. Node in 11th house
N. Node Conjunct Venus
N. Node Conjunct Mars
N. Node Conjunct Sun/Uranus
N. Node Conjunct Mercury/Asc.
N. Node Conjunct Saturn/Asc.