Luci Thai motivation
Behind Lucy Thai's seemingly rational, detached, cool and objective demeanor (as described on the previous page), she is really far more passionate and emotionally intense, as described below.
Quiet, deep, emotionally complex and intensely private, she is not a person who is easy to get to know and understand. Luci Thai is extremely sensitive but disinclined to show it, and she only allows a special few into her inner world. Like a wary animal, she is cautious and mistrustful of those she does not know until "he sniffs them out". She is highly instinctive and intuitive. Luci Thai usually has a strong, immediate gut reaction to people, even though she may be unable to clearly articulate why she feels the way she does. Her feelings and perceptions go deeper than words.
Luci Thai also has a powerful need for deep emotional relationships and she forms very intense love bonds and attachments. She is possessive and often jealous of anyone or anything that she perceives as a threat to her relationship with someone she loves. When Luci Thai commits herself to someone or something, she is wholeheartedly devoted and expects complete loyalty in return. Luci merges with or "marries" the person she loves at a very deep level and therefore separations are extremely painful for her, and often stormy and nasty. When Lucy Thai has been wounded, she is not inclined to turn the other cheek and will retaliate if at all possible. Luci will most certainly never forget the hurt and she often harbors grievances and resentment for a very long time. Forgiveness does not come easily to her.
Whatever she does, Luci does with passion and fervor, and she often goes to extremes. Lucy Thai can be hot or cold, but never lukewarm about anything. Lucy Thai can also be very narrow-minded: either she is 100% involved in something or it does not exist for her at all. Rarely is Luci Thai emotionally detached and objective. She definitely has a fanatical streak. She is also immensely strong-willed and her tenacity in pursuing her objectives often borders on obsession. She is filled with fierce pride, courage and emotional strength.
Luci Thai loves mysteries and is deeply attracted to the hidden, dark, secret side of life. Luci never takes things at face value and is always probing beneath the surface of people and situations to discover what is really going on. Luci Thai tends to be more of a cynic than an idealist.
Lucy Thai is very attracted to world travel, foreign cultures and studies that expand her intellectual horizons and broaden her understanding of the world.
Luci Thai is philosophically inclined and concerned with seeking answers to the big questions of life or getting an overall picture of any situation. Abstract concepts and/or plans for the future occupy her mind much of the time.
Luci Thai has a mature and often somber demeanor. She is serious, reserved, self-disciplined, highly responsible and conscientious. She progresses rather slowly in life, through her own efforts and persistence. She is also rather stern and judgmental, especially with herself. Cautious and careful, it is difficult for her to really let go, be spontaneous and playful. Luci likes to be in control of herself.
Her deep comprehension and good powers of concentration give Luci Thai the ability to judge matters wisely and prudently. She is a keen observer and also can be a persuasive speaker. Luci likes to be in control, but needs appreciation and recognition for her efforts.
Her courage to face life seems to be a bit on the low side and Luci Thai is prone to worry a lot. Fear of her own inadequacies could distort her perspective and deplete her strength to go on in the direction she has chosen.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Ascendant in Aquarius and Sun in Scorpio
Sun in Scorpio
Sun in 9th house
Sun Conjunct Saturn
Sun Conjunct Mercury/Pluto
Sun Conjunct Saturn/MC
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