challenges and difficulties
Lucy Thai both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable to others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting them get to know her intimately does not come easily to Luci, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Luci Thai is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Lucy Thai.
Her attitude toward religion, philosophy, and politics is very conservative and possibly narrow or rigid. On the one hand, Luci Thai may believe in nothing that is speculative or intangible, requiring proof for any idea presented to her. Each idea is thoroughly and systematically examined. On the other hand, Luci may tenaciously cling to her grand philosophical or metaphysical beliefs and opinions, refusing to modify them or to be open and receptive to others' insights and perspectives.
Her overall outlook on life is serious, and Luci Thai may feel that life or God will punish her if she does not watch her step!
Lucy Thai is aware of her own shortcomings and is able to overcome many frustrations and limitations. She concentrates on her aims and goes about achieving them, even if she has to sacrifice something in the process.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Luci Thai instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Luci Thai needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Luci Thai benefits by becoming more aware of the rhythm of the seasons and the natural world, learning to slow down and allow life to unfold in its own time. Nurturing a garden, a child, or some other living, growing thing gives Luci Thai a sense of inner balance.
Luci Thai has a tendency to be deeply suspicious, to not take anything at face value and to see hidden agendas and dark motives even where none exist! Life does not have to be a constant conflict... Luci needs to learn to accept things as they are.
Lucy Thai also needs to develop patience, peace and stability by grounding herself in her daily work and behaving consistently and reliably towards others.
It is in her way of thinking, processing information and communicating that Luci Thai is most likely to wrestle with these issues. In Lucy Thai's relationships with neighbors, colleagues, and acquaintances, she needs to try to bring out the qualities described above.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Luci Thai back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Being excessively egocentric or proud, needing personal recognition and applause, wanting to be center stage all the time, needing to be important and special.
Luci Thai often tends to feel sad and may sympathize with people who are "in the same boat". She is likely to cling to old things and wants to pass on her traditions.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 9th house
Saturn Conjunct Pluto/MC
N. Node in Taurus
N. Node in 3rd house
N. Node Opposition Sun
N. Node Opposition Saturn/MC