challenges and difficulties
Llinos Golding has an innate distrust of groups and/or a cynical attitude toward society that may leave her feeling out of step and unable to participate in activities with her peers. Overcoming a sense of aloofness and alienation from others is an important task for Baroness Golding.
Her childhood or her relationship with her parents was restrictive, unloving or unhappy in ways that may prevent Llinos Golding from allowing other people to get close to her in later life. Llin Golding feels that she was deprived in one form or another, regardless of whether she actually was or not. Her early life - at least as Baroness Golding remembers it - may have been marked by emotional separation or repression of her needs and feelings. Forgiving her parents and/or letting go of any resentments she has about the limitations that she experienced early in her life is crucial. Also, Llin Golding needs to build her own solid foundation, and investing time and energy into her home, domestic relationships, and inner life can help Llinos Golding accomplish this task.
She is not afraid of hard work and leaves no stone unturned in the pursuit of her objectives. Llin Golding has a strong desire to overcome any difficulties or obstacles in her way and will do this at all cost, even if it means having to use force.
Llin Golding tends to be somewhat gloomy and may feel that life is difficult and that her will is blocked in some way. Llinos Golding may find it hard to make decisions and to concentrate on her goals, which she may consider unworthy.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Llin Golding instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Llin Golding needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Cultivating the qualities of empathy, gentleness, and compassion will help counterbalance Baroness Golding's deeply ingrained perfectionism and critical nature. When under stress, she is apt to try to rigorously analyze and focus on what needs to be corrected or improved, and she can easily become problem-oriented and lose sight of the big picture.
Llin Golding has to learn to relax and surrender to the flow of events without having to figure everything out all the time. She should let her feelings and intuitions flow more freely, be more flexible and fluid, use her imagination and let her dreams emerge!
The arena she is most likely to wrestle with these issues is in playful self-expression, games or sports, and creativity. Llin Golding should try to develop any artistic, expressive, creative potentials she feels she possesses, utilizing the qualities described above.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Llin Golding back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
The need to be first all of the time and demonstrate an aggressive or bossy attitude, impatience or irritability; an over-eagerness to use force or violence to gain advantage and the tendency to resort to fighting or using confrontation too quickly.
Escapism through fantasy, intoxicants, or passive, vicarious activities (television, movies, etc.), waiting for a miracle instead of taking constructive steps to help herself, aimlessness or an inability to make and keep commitments, and self deception regarding other people. Llinos Golding has a tendency to be a martyr.
Llin Golding seems to be a loner, rather serious and quiet. Perhaps she is burdened by family conditions that weigh her down. Llinos Golding prefers to associate with older or more authoritative people and is happier in a subordinate position.
She is reserved and somewhat conservative in presenting her viewpoints to others and prefers a philosophical discussion to small talk. Llin Golding is quite selective in her choice of subjects and only wants to study what is really of interest to her.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aquarius
Saturn in 4th house
Saturn Opposition Mars/Pluto
Saturn Opposition Mars/MC
N. Node in Pisces
N. Node in 5th house
N. Node Opposition Mars
N. Node Opposition Neptune
N. Node Conjunct Sun/Saturn
N. Node Conjunct Mercury/Saturn