Linda Lee Cadwell
challenges and difficulties
Cadwell is wary of becoming emotionally dependent on others, and may distance herself or deny her needs for relationships of closeness and intimacy so that she will not be vulnerable to rejection or abandonment. On the other hand, Linda Lee Cadwell may cling excessively or need constant reassurance from loved ones and family. Developing a deep, inner sense of security, as well as the ability to give and receive nurturing are important tasks for Linda Lee.
She may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Linda Lee Cadwell does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Linda Lee Cadwell must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
Linda Lee Cadwell strives and struggles a great deal with her ideals or spiritual aspirations. She may go through periods of self-denial, asceticism, and in-depth study of religious philosophy and spiritual practices, or she may lose heart and become cynical about religious ideals; however, she can never quite divorce herself from her idealistic concerns.
Her physical vitality and mental energy tend to be somewhat low. For this reason Linda Lee Cadwell should try to avoid any unnecessary emotional and physical stress and maintain good health habits in order to enhance her resistance to illness.
She is likely to find it hard to make decisions, looking forward to the future with great enthusiasm on the one hand, but afraid of misjudgments on the other. Never quite sure about anything, Linda Lee Cadwell may periodically withdraw from situations and people.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Linda Lee Cadwell instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Linda Lee Cadwell needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
When under stress, Linda Lee Cadwell is apt to shut off the flow of her emotions and ignore her needs and feelings in order to do what she perceives as her duty or simply what the practical realities of the situation dictate. This can lead to a certain rigidity and inflexibility. If overdone, self-control, self-discipline, or an exaggerated concern over what society, family or others expect of her, makes life more of a burden than an adventure.
Fostering her tender, caring, feminine, and nurturing aspects is an important step in Linda Lee Cadwell's growth. Linda Lee Cadwell needs to learn how to nourish and lovingly tend to both herself and others. Letting herself be taken care of sometimes is okay!
It is in her relationships with others that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. There is a dynamic balance (or conflict) within Linda Lee Cadwell between acting spontaneously and being true to herself versus modifying herself or her behavior to suit others. Linda Lee Cadwell seesaws between being inordinately concerned with her self to being overly conciliatory and concerned with others' needs, rights, or opinions about her. Learning to act authentically and forthrightly regardless of possible consequences is Cadwell's task.
The following are specific activities that will support Linda Lee Cadwell in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Cadwell, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Linda Lee Cadwell should care for and nourish children, plants, pets or other people. She needs to make a home, create and sustain strong relationships with her family or a community that can support her and give her a sense of safety and belonging.
Linda Lee Cadwell should develop her listening skills and deepen her understanding and appreciation of women and their perspective. Linda Lee Cadwell has to learn to trust her own feelings, intuitions and emotional needs. She needs to care for herself in an accepting, non-judgmental way.
It is in Linda Lee Cadwell's best interest to take all that is good and helpful from her past and use it in a new way. (If she is so inclined, Linda Lee may want to explore the potential of past-life regression to tap into gifts she has already developed).
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Cancer
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Square Neptune
Saturn Opposition Sun/Neptune
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/Jupiter
N. Node in Cancer
N. Node in 1st house
N. Node Conjunct Moon