challenges and difficulties
Lillian Hellman often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something she cannot name or specify, and she may have both: great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or oversensitivity is an important task for Hellman.
Lillian Hellman takes both her work and her health very seriously, but she may demand so much of her at work that she compromise her health. Lillian can become a workaholic, not so much because she has lofty ambitions, but because she never feels like she has done enough. Lillian Hellman is overly responsible or overly conscientious at work, so much so that she may not enjoy it at all.
Hellman can also get overly involved in self-improvement or her health, and she tends to be a bit of a hypochondriac.
Her vitality tends to be a bit low and Lillian may have to fight against the tendency to be inactive. Easily discouraged, Lillian Hellman is inclined toward pessimism. Perhaps her upbringing was too authoritative, causing problems in her relationships with her parents.
Lillian Hellman tends to be somewhat gloomy and may feel that life is difficult and that her will is blocked in some way. Lillian could find it hard to make decisions and to concentrate on her goals and may consider them not worthwhile.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Lillian Hellman instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Lillian Hellman needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Her natural instinct, especially when under stress, is to passively go along with whatever is easiest, refrain from clearly analyzing or assessing her situation and perhaps even try to escape from seeing her situation clearly by indulging in fantasies, intoxicants, and the like. Dreaminess and impracticality, being unfocused and undefined (at least in certain areas) are ways Lillian Hellman copes with stress. Lillian Hellman also has trouble setting limits and saying no.
Her development path lies in cultivating discrimination and clarity, becoming more precise, and developing technical and practical skills that will enable Lillian Hellman to function more efficiently in the world. Finding a way to be of practical service is also important.
It is deep within herself, as Lillian Hellman faces her own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of her life that Lillian Hellman keeps hidden from public view where she is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Lillian Hellman back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Lillian Hellman's rigid self-control overly restricts her ability to freely express herself or explore possibilities. She is excessively concerned with work, duty and security. She tends to be fearful, judgmental towards herself or others, and can feel alone and cut off from sources of nourishment outside herself. Lillian Hellman should try to learn to relax and recognize that not everything is Hellman's responsibility.
She is a born leader and has the ability to persuade members of a group or association she belongs to. Hellman always promotes the cultivation of good fellowship and teamwork, insuring success in any plans or joint undertakings she may pursue.
Her conversations with others tend to be lively and productive but could also easily turn into arguments. The subject of Hellman's discussions is likely to be about working on and incorporating educational matters.
Lillian Hellman has a strong desire to acquire a leading position in her community. Although she is very capable of assuming leadership, Lillian also has a tendency to impose her will upon others. But in spite of that, she is likely to be successful.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 6th house
Saturn Opposition Sun/Mars
Saturn Opposition Mars/MC
N. Node in Virgo
N. Node in 12th house
N. Node Opposition Saturn
N. Node Conjunct Sun/Mars
N. Node Conjunct Mercury/Mars
N. Node Conjunct Mars/MC