challenges and difficulties
Hill fears of becoming emotionally dependent upon others, and may distance herself or deny her needs for relationships of closeness and intimacy so that she will not be vulnerable to rejection or abandonment. On the other hand, Lauryn Hill may cling excessively or need constant reassurance from loved ones and family. Developing a deep, inner sense of security, as well as the ability to give and receive nurturing are important tasks for Lauryn.
Hill is generally not a "joiner" and she does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Lauryn Hill does participate in a group, she may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or she may simply feel that she does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Lauryn Hill better than being with groups of her own peers.
Lauryn has an inner conflict between idealism, hope, and faith in the future versus doubt and oppression by limitations and practical realities. Lauryn Hill needs to develop discipline and patience in order to achieve her aspirations. Hill will grow by learning to accept frustration and to persevere in spite of obstacles.
Hill works quietly to get ahead, but may have to work harder than others to gain recognition for her efforts. Reserved and shy, Lauryn Hill tends to build a wall between herself and others and she seems to be more receptive to older and mature people.
She is subject to rash decisions and impulsive actions that may have sudden, unexpected consequences and undesirable results. Not very adaptable, Lauryn Hill could have considerable tension in her relationships and is likely to have disputes or even violent fights with others.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Lauryn Hill instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Lauryn Hill needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
It is easy for Lauryn Hill to become distracted from her path by the multitude of interesting choices, possibilities, and options available to her. Lauryn Hill needs to develop single mindedness and focus. Until Lauryn directs her attention to some of the big questions, such as "What is my life's purpose?" "What is really important to me and essential to my happiness?", she is apt to dabble, scatter her energies in many directions and engage in activities which are entertaining but ultimately neither fruitful nor enriching.
Having an overall vision for her life and aligning her daily activities so that they support rather than detract from Hill's larger purpose in life, is a significant step toward her personal development.
It is in trying to strike a balance between Hill's inner, personal life and her career or involvement with the world at large that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Lauryn Hill needs to focus attention on her home and family situation, and create a secure inner anchor.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Lauryn Hill back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Being excessively egocentric or proud, needing personal recognition and applause, wanting to be center stage all the time, needing to be important and special.
Not at all selfish, Lauryn Hill has the ability to share the joy she feels with other people. Lauryn seems to have a gift for getting more reserved people to open up, teaching them how to give and receive love and affection.
She is likely to offer help and protection to people around her and encourage moral values. Lauryn Hill stands up for social justice and unselfishly works for the good of her community. Refusing any kind of personal advantages, Lauryn lives in harmony with everyone.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Cancer
Saturn in 11th house
Jupiter Square Saturn
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Asc.
Saturn Opposition Mars/Uranus
N. Node in Sagittarius
N. Node in 4th house
N. Node Opposition Sun
N. Node Opposition Venus/Jupiter
N. Node Opposition Jupiter/Saturn