challenges and difficulties
Lauralee has difficulty asserting her will and desires directly and openly. She may also suppress her anger and aggressiveness. Developing self-confidence, courage, and faith in herself are important tasks for Bell.
Her fears revolve around money and material security, and Lauralee Bell works very hard to ensure that her assets are solid. She may be very conservative, even stingy with her money because she is afraid there will not be enough. She may turn this fear around and become very shrewd about investments and financial matters.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Lauralee Bell instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Lauralee Bell needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Seeking harmonious interpersonal relationships, cooperation, and togetherness, as well as the desire to please or appease other people, are drives that come very naturally to Lauralee Bell - so much so that she seeks them out at her own expense. When she is under stress, Bell tends to look outside herself for approval or answers, and she leans on others too much. Therefore, developing self-reliance, and the courage to look inwardly for answers and forge her own path through life is a key factor in her self-development.
Lauralee Bell is often tempted to be less than completely straightforward about her intentions or desires, and she can become enmeshed in a quagmire of "little white lies". Stark honesty - both inward and toward others - is the only way out! This, however, leads to the need to confront some of Bell's most deeply ingrained fears, such as "what if they do not like me?" and "what if I have to go through this alone?".
Lauralee Bell needs to cultivate her ability to be assertive, take initiative and act on her own behalf. Directness and self-reliance are imperative.
It is in her relationships with others that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. There is a dynamic balance (or conflict) within Lauralee Bell between acting spontaneously and being true to herself versus modifying herself or her behavior to suit others. Lauralee Bell seesaws between being inordinately concerned with her self to being overly conciliatory and concerned with others' needs, rights, or opinions about her. Learning to act authentically and forthrightly regardless of possible consequences is Bell's task.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Lauralee Bell back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Lauralee Bell tends to over-rely on luck or grace, living for tomorrow and gambling. Lauralee is overconfident and tends to overextend herself and take on more than is humanly possible. Lauralee is often dogmatic about her philosophy of life or religious beliefs.
Going to extremes, willful rebelliousness and an instinctive anti-authoritarian attitude. Lauralee Bell seeks constant (and often purposeless) movement or change, involvement with unreliable people, and individual freedom at any cost.
She is gay and cheerful in the company of others and happy to be with them. Lauralee Bell is fond of telling jokes and is likely to entertain everyone. Her relationships with others tend to be for a common purpose.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aries
Saturn in 2nd house
N. Node in Aries
N. Node in 1st house
N. Node Opposition Jupiter
N. Node Opposition Uranus
N. Node Opposition Jupiter/Uranus