challenges and difficulties
Lanford Wilson often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something he cannot name or specify, and he may sense both a great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or over sensitivity is an important task for Wilson.
He may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Lanford Wilson does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend himself from its dangers and its unknowns. Lanford Wilson must learn to overcome his ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Lanford Wilson instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Lanford Wilson needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
It is easy for Lanford Wilson to become distracted from his path by the multitude of interesting choices, possibilities, and options available to him. Lanford Wilson needs to develop single mindedness and focus. Until Lanford directs his attention to some of the big questions, such as "What is my life's purpose?" "What is really important to me and essential to my happiness?", he is apt to dabble, scatter his energies in many directions and engage in activities which are entertaining but ultimately neither fruitful nor enriching.
Having an overall vision for his life and aligning his daily activities so that they support rather than detract from Wilson's larger purpose in life, is a significant step toward his personal development.
It is in relationships that are more than superficial or casual - in particular in cases where Lanford Wilson has merged emotionally, legally, or financially with another person - that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Wilson will see these issues arise in close partnerships of any kind, especially when there is a mutual dependency involved. Dealing with in-laws, inheritances, and legal matters involving joint custody, shared assets, and resources is also a part of this.
Wilson constantly seems to be under tremendous pressure and he wants to achieve record performances. Because he has a strong desire to accomplish immense tasks through teamwork with others, Lanford Wilson has a tendency to demand too much of other people.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 12th house
N. Node in Sagittarius
N. Node in 8th house
N. Node Opposition Uranus/Pluto