Though Kylie Bax seems rather dreamy, fluid, and impressionable (as mentioned in the previous chapter), she is actually very realistic and well grounded. Her compassion and receptivity to others' feelings discussed earlier is balanced by a rather pragmatic, businesslike, no-nonsense aspect to her character, as described below.
Serious, disciplined and quietly ambitious, she is driven to prove herself and to achieve material accomplishments and success. Her work, her position in the world, and her contributions to society are very important to Bax. Kylie Bax will persevere through enormous hardship and frustration in order to reach a goal she has set for herself, and she often sacrifices much in the area of personal relationships and home life in order to do so.
Kylie Bax has a thoughtful, quiet and self-contained disposition and does not readily show her inner feelings and needs. Kylie Bax seems to always be in control, capable, efficient and strong. She is often the person in the family or group who is given more responsibility (and more work) than the others. She is highly conscientious and even as a child she possessed great maturity, soberness, and worldly wisdom.
She is basically a pragmatic realist, and though she may have all sorts of dreams, ideals and colorful theories, she feels that the ultimate test of a concept is its practical usefulness. Kylie has an innate shrewdness and business sense, and there is a bit of the cynic in her as well.
She is clear-headed, detached and objective, and is not swayed by emotional dramatics. She is often authoritarian - strictly fair, but without mercy. Kylie Bax has a great respect for tradition and even if she does not agree with certain laws, she will abide by them or strive to change them, but never flagrantly disregard them. Cautious and conservative, Kylie Bax plays by the rules.
She is subtle, understated, quiet, deep, not easy to get to know intimately, and never superficial. She is a modest person and sometimes overly self-critical. Giving herself (and others) permission to feel, play, be spontaneous and silly, and sometimes weak and vulnerable is not easy for Bax.
Bax's strong points are her depth and thoroughness, patience, tenacity and faithfulness. Her faults are a tendency to be rigid and inflexible, and too serious.
Her career, reputation and public image are very important to Bax. Kylie Bax has a strong desire to be influential or make her mark on the world. She is not satisfied with the personal sphere alone; her ambitions include making a major contribution and receiving broad recognition for her unique effort and gifts. Kylie Bax may undervalue the personal or inner facet of life.
Kylie Bax often feels that she is at cross purposes with herself, for her conscious intentions and desires conflict with her subconscious emotional needs and drives. She is torn in two different directions. Kylie has difficulty satisfying both her need to be an individual and her need for caring relationships and a sense of belonging. Moreover, Kylie sends out mixed messages so people do not always know how to respond to her or what Kylie really wants, thereby creating confusion or conflict in close relationships.
Her life is apt to be blessed with more than her share of helpful friends, fortuitous relationships, and doors opening up to her at just the right time. Because Kylie Bax is usually willing to share and to give back to others in a generous way, she continues to generate success in her life no matter how unfortunate prevailing circumstances are. Kylie should beware, however, of becoming an opportunist.
However she also has a more somber side, which keeps Bax's optimism from becoming ungrounded or overblown. Kylie Bax tends to seesaw between her faith, vision and high aspirations, and her caution and realism (or fear!). She cannot and does not rely on good luck or grace alone, and she accepts the need for hard work. Her skeptical or "somber" side is described below.
She may have had a demanding and perfectionist or absent father. In any case, a lack of support and approval, a great deal of responsibility at an early age and an underlying feeling that she can never quite measure up may hold Bax back. While she may encounter a great deal of adversity and struggle alone through many of life's trials, this makes Kylie Bax tough and determined. However, Bax should beware of becoming cynical, too hard on herself, and too demanding and critical of others.
She is intensely willful, zealous, and fanatical though Kylie often hides the intensity of her feelings and her personal motives and desires. Bax is infatuated with power and has an almost compulsive desire for personal recognition and the desire to be "somebody". Kylie Bax tends to worship heroes who have powerful personal magnetism and charisma and often seeks to emulate them. Kylie Bax both fears, and is intensely fascinated with, death and the hidden, secret, dark side of life.
Kylie Bax has a restless and somewhat nervous manner and she attracts attention through her initiative and originality. She is drawn to unusual friends and acquaintances, and because of her confidence may be regarded as a leader in her sphere.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Ascendant in Pisces and Sun in Capricorn
Sun in Capricorn
Sun in 10th house
Sun Square Moon
Sun Sextile Jupiter
Sun aspects Jupiter and Saturn
Sun Opposition Saturn
Sun Square Pluto
Sun Conjunct Uranus/Asc.