challenges and difficulties
Bax is wary of becoming emotionally dependent on others, and may distance herself or deny her needs for relationships of closeness and intimacy so that she will not be vulnerable to rejection or abandonment. On the other hand, Kylie Bax may cling excessively or need constant reassurance from loved ones and family. Developing a deep, inner sense of security, as well as the ability to give and receive nurturing are important tasks for Kylie.
Her childhood or her relationship with her parents was restrictive, unloving or unhappy in ways that may prevent Kylie from allowing other people to get close to her in later life. Kylie Bax feels that she was deprived in one form or another, regardless of whether she actually was or not. Her early life - at least as Bax remembers it - may have been marked by emotional separation or repression of her needs and feelings. Forgiving her parents and/or letting go of any resentments she has about the limitations that she experienced early in her life is crucial. Also, Kylie Bax needs to build her own solid foundation, and investing time and energy into her home, domestic relationships, and inner life can help Kylie accomplish this task.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Kylie Bax instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Kylie Bax needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
It is easy for Kylie Bax to become distracted from her path by the multitude of interesting choices, possibilities, and options available to her. Kylie Bax needs to develop single mindedness and focus. Until Kylie directs her attention to some of the big questions, such as "What is my life's purpose?" "What is really important to me and essential to my happiness?", she is apt to dabble, scatter her energies in many directions and engage in activities which are entertaining but ultimately neither fruitful nor enriching.
Having an overall vision for her life and aligning her daily activities so that they support rather than detract from Bax's larger purpose in life, is a significant step toward her personal development.
It is in fostering a personal vision or philosophy of life, whether through religious or philosophical studies, education or the wisdom of distant lands or cultures that Kylie Bax is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Kylie Bax needs to cultivate the qualities described above in this endeavor. Long distance communication and involvement with foreigners is likely to be significant to Bax.
The following are specific activities that will support Kylie Bax in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Bax, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Kylie Bax should become more aware of the spiritual side of life and its underlying unity by getting involved in charitable activities and opening up her psychic channels. Meditation that develops Bax's intuitive abilities, as well as learning about the unseen side of life through her own dream experiences or altered states of awareness, can be important steps in Kylie's path.
Moreover, musical and artistic or imaginative endeavors will be important to her.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Cancer
Saturn in 4th house
N. Node in Sagittarius
N. Node in 9th house
N. Node Conjunct Neptune