challenges and difficulties
Allen doubts her own intelligence and mental capacities, and she may work very hard at studies in order to compensate for this. Krista is often overly serious and disinterested in light or superficial conversation. Spontaneous communication, social give-and-take, and making small talk are likely to be difficult for her.
Allen is generally not a "joiner" and she does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Krista Allen does participate in a group, she may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or she may simply feel that she does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Krista Allen better than being with groups of her own peers.
The conflict between spiritual needs and ideals versus material desires or limitations of the "real world" is one of Krista's ongoing challenges. It may be hard for Krista Allen to sort out her true values, especially when she is enmeshed in the demands of mundane life. Times of retreat, isolation, meditation and prayer could be helpful to Allen in this regard. Finding inner strength through spirituality and attunement to a higher source is ultimately the answer for her.
Allen works quietly to get ahead, but may have to work harder than others to gain recognition for her efforts. Reserved and shy, Krista Allen tends to build a wall between herself and others and she seems to be more receptive to older and mature people.
Allen may find it difficult to relate to people and express her feelings, especially in love relationships. On one hand, Krista Allen wants relationships and on the other she would rather be by herself. A sense of personal inadequacy makes Krista withdraw from others and feeling lonely as a result.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Krista Allen instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Krista Allen needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Krista Allen's path lies in cultivating idealism and humanitarian feelings, being concerned with how Allen's actions impact the world at large, perhaps becoming more aware of the social implications of Allen's life style and personal choices or becoming active politically. Participating in organizations that support Allen's ideals is one way to do this.
When under stress she is likely to become overly focused on herself and her own little world.
Instead of "how will this benefit or hurt me?" Allen's focus needs to shift to "how will this affect us all?".
Ideally, Krista Allen needs to strike a balance between doing for herself and doing for others, by discovering how Allen's unique gifts can benefit others.
It is in her marriage and other intimate, one-to-one relationships that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. She may see the qualities that she needs to develop more fully (described above) in her partner. It is important for Krista Allen to recognize, appreciate, and listen to the people in her life who express such attributes, as well as to develop them herself. Krista Allen has to put energy and attention into learning about others, and about herself through others.
Allen makes a big impression on everyone she meets and has the ability to attract many people. Others find Krista Allen very fascinating and she is likely to see herself as their model or example in groups or associations.
Krista Allen has a strong desire to break records and set an example for others through her own achievements. Krista tends to spur others on to improve results and her relationships with others is for the purpose of bettering conditions.
Because of some other people and circumstances around her, at times Krista Allen may find it difficult to follow her ambitions. It could be to Krista's advantage to sever her relationships with those controlling or trying to abuse her.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Gemini
Saturn in 11th house
Saturn Opposition Neptune
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Asc.
Saturn Conjunct Venus/Mars
N. Node in Aquarius
N. Node in 7th house
N. Node Opposition Venus/Pluto
N. Node Opposition Mars/Pluto
N. Node Opposition Saturn/Pluto