challenges and difficulties
Kane both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable to others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting them get to know her intimately does not come easily to Kimberly, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Kimberly Kane is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Kane.
She may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Kimberly Kane does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Kimberly Kane must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
She is suspicious of groups, crowds, and social organizations. Kane is quick to pick up on social charades and insincerity and avoids the limelight and glamour. Kimberly Kane is direct and to the point in speech and manner, stubborn and inflexible, and often unwilling to communicate her innermost feelings and thoughts.
Her physical vitality and mental energy tend to be somewhat low. For this reason Kimberly Kane should try to avoid any unnecessary emotional and physical stress and maintain good health habits in order to enhance her resistance to illness.
She is likely to find it hard to make decisions, looking forward to the future with great enthusiasm on the one hand, but afraid of misjudgments on the other. Never quite sure about anything, Kimberly Kane may periodically withdraw from situations and people.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Kimberly Kane instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Kimberly Kane needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Kimberly Kane needs to take what she has learned (either through formal education or her own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either Kimberly's quality of life or that of persons in her world, is of little real value. Putting Kane's understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in her daily relationships, and in the multiple choices she makes every day, will enable Kimberly Kane to really test her belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, Kimberly Kane is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. Kimberly Kane needs to cultivate her ability to live in the present!
It is in relationships that are more than superficial or casual - in particular in cases where Kimberly Kane has merged emotionally, legally, or financially with another person - that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Kane will see these issues arise in close partnerships of any kind, especially when there is a mutual dependency involved. Dealing with in-laws, inheritances, and legal matters involving joint custody, shared assets, and resources is also a part of this.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Kimberly Kane back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Escapism through fantasy, intoxicants, or passive, vicarious activities (television, movies, etc.), waiting for a miracle instead of taking constructive steps to help herself, aimlessness or an inability to make and keep commitments, and self deception regarding other people. Kimberly has a tendency to be a martyr.
Kane cooperates with others in a vigorous and energetic way. Her motto seems to be "one for all and all for one", and she feels strongly connected with others. In fact, Kimberly Kane looks upon other people as necessary for a worthwhile life.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Conjunct Pluto
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Neptune
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/Jupiter
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 8th house
N. Node Opposition Neptune
N. Node Conjunct Moon/Mars