challenges and difficulties
Kimberley has an innate distrust of groups and/or a cynical attitude toward society that may leave her feeling out of step and unable to participate in activities with her peers. Overcoming a sense of aloofness and alienation from others is an important task for Conrad.
Her childhood or her relationships with her parents was restrictive, unloving, or unhappy in ways that may prevent Kimberley from allowing other people to get close to her in later life. Kimberley Conrad felt deprived in some manner, whether or not she actually was deprived in some way. Emotional separations or repression of her needs and feelings may typify her early life, at least as Conrad remembers it. Forgiving her parents and/or letting go of any resentments she has about the limitations that she experienced early in her life is crucial. Also, Kimberley Conrad needs to build her own solid foundation, and investing time and energy into her home, domestic relationships, and inner life can help Kimberley accomplish this.
Her attitude toward life is quite serious and she is very thorough. Kimberley has the need to be by herself and think out everything very carefully before she takes action. Kimberley Conrad may enjoy doing some type of creative art work shaped from hard or heavy materials.
Kimberley tries to keeps her sensuality under control and is likely to suppress the tension she feels in her love relationships. At times she could feel somewhat emotionally inhibited, while at other times Kimberley Conrad may have a strong wish to break all moral barriers.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Kimberley Conrad instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Kimberley Conrad needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
When under stress, Kimberley Conrad is apt to shut off the flow of her emotions and ignore her needs and feelings in order to do what she perceives as her duty or simply what the practical realities of the situation dictate. This can lead to a certain rigidity and inflexibility. If overdone, self-control, self-discipline, or an exaggerated concern over what society, family or others expect of her, makes life more of a burden than an adventure.
Fostering her tender, caring, feminine, and nurturing aspects is an important step in Kimberley Conrad's growth. Kimberley Conrad needs to learn how to nourish and lovingly tend to both herself and others. Letting herself be taken care of sometimes is okay!
It is in fostering a personal vision or philosophy of life, whether through religious or philosophical studies, education or the wisdom of distant lands or cultures that Kimberley Conrad is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Kimberley Conrad needs to cultivate the qualities described above in this endeavor. Long distance communication and involvement with foreigners is likely to be significant to Conrad.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aquarius
Saturn in 4th house
Saturn Opposition Mercury/Venus
Saturn Opposition Venus/Uranus
N. Node in Cancer
N. Node in 9th house