challenges and difficulties
Lennon doubts her own intelligence and mental capacities, and she may work very hard at studies in order to compensate for this. Kathy is often overly serious and disinterested in light or superficial conversation. Spontaneous communication, social give-and-take, and making small talk are likely to be difficult for her.
Fear of the unknown, of change, and/or of death may plague Kathy. She strongly resists changes and transitions rather than greeting them with curiosity or a spirit of adventure, which makes them much harder for her.
On another level entirely, Kathy Lennon is very careful about joining forces, and especially her material resources, with others. Lennon wants to keep her own and other people's property and assets very distinct.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Kathy Lennon instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Kathy Lennon needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Kathy Lennon's path lies in her development as an individual, the discovery of her own strengths and joys, the capacity to express her uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Lennon's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Kathy Lennon is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, she may believe that striving to do her personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Kathy should let go of this notion. Finding her own center and doing what gives her delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Kathy Lennon can offer the world at large.
It is in fostering a personal vision or philosophy of life, whether through religious or philosophical studies, education or the wisdom of distant lands or cultures that Kathy Lennon is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Kathy Lennon needs to cultivate the qualities described above in this endeavor. Long distance communication and involvement with foreigners is likely to be significant to Lennon.
The following are specific activities that will support Kathy Lennon in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Lennon, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Kathy Lennon should develop true self-confidence and the willingness to put herself "out there", be seen and shine. Kathy needs to be willing to take on a leading role. She needs to be a hero - a protagonist in her own story - by cultivating the courageous, active, and positive masculine qualities she possesses. Doing creative work that she is proud of - anything that comes from Lennon's heart and bears the stamp of Lennon's individuality - is important. Also, being a mentor, a helpful, encouraging force in the life of someone less experienced than she is a way for Kathy Lennon to grow and become more whole herself.
Kathy Lennon tends to pick her friends and associates very carefully and is always on the look-out for responsible and congenial people. This enables Kathy Lennon to feel secure with her colleagues and she enjoys good relationships with them.
Kathy Lennon has a strong desire to take part in social functions and entertainment and cultivate an active exchange of thoughts with others. Kathy also appreciates associations and has the ability to carry enterprises to a successful conclusion in team-work.
Lennon considers the ability to think and speak convincingly as the most powerful instrument one can possess. She always strives for intellectual control in her environment and tends to dominate her relationships. Kathy Lennon has a strong desire to be the spokesman in her community.
Lennon is a good team worker and has the ability to lead others. Her relationships and associations with others tend to be harmonious and cooperative. Kathy Lennon may also have a very industrious family and she tends to be strongly tied to them.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Gemini
Saturn in 8th house
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 9th house
N. Node Conjunct Sun
N. Node Conjunct Sun/MC
N. Node Conjunct Mercury/Jupiter
N. Node Conjunct Mercury/Pluto
N. Node Conjunct Mars/Asc.