challenges and difficulties
Walker either overvalues or undervalues her possessions and assets. She can also go to extremes in dealing with bodily needs and desires, being either hedonistic or ascetic. Kara Walker may deny herself sensual pleasure and enjoyment of the fruits of her labors. She may also be stingy and unable to give freely. Many times Kara Walker feels that she does not have "enough" to make her feel secure, regardless of how much (money, insurance, etc.) she has!
Her fears revolve around money and material security, and Kara Walker works very hard to ensure that her assets are solid. She may be very conservative, even stingy with her money because she is afraid there will not be enough. She may turn this fear around and become very shrewd about investments and financial matters.
She is a bit skeptical, somewhat irritable, and others may find Kara Walker quarrelsome or nagging. Her nervousness seems to stem from her tendency to over-work herself, and Walker should try not to make more demands on others than they are able to handle.
She is somewhat pessimistic and prone to depression. Kara Walker may feel like withdrawing from everything, with the sense that she is not adequately equipped to handle her life. She may need someone else's point of view to balance her overly pessimistic outlook.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Kara Walker instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Kara Walker needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Cultivating the qualities of empathy, gentleness, and compassion will help counterbalance Walker's deeply ingrained perfectionism and critical nature. When under stress, she is apt to try to rigorously analyze and focus on what needs to be corrected or improved, and she can easily become problem-oriented and lose sight of the big picture.
Kara Walker has to learn to relax and surrender to the flow of events without having to figure everything out all the time. She should let her feelings and intuitions flow more freely, be more flexible and fluid, use her imagination and let her dreams emerge!
It is in her relationships with others that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. There is a dynamic balance (or conflict) within Kara Walker between acting spontaneously and being true to herself versus modifying herself or her behavior to suit others. Kara Walker seesaws between being inordinately concerned with her self to being overly conciliatory and concerned with others' needs, rights, or opinions about her. Learning to act authentically and forthrightly regardless of possible consequences is Walker's task.
She may have the feeling that she constantly has to surrender to the wishes of other people and she gives the impression of having a passive or indifferent role in her relationships. Kara Walker never takes the initiative and depends on the support of groups she is affiliated with.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Taurus
Saturn in 2nd house
Saturn Opposition Mercury/Pluto
Saturn Opposition Uranus/Neptune
N. Node in Pisces
N. Node in 1st house
N. Node Opposition Moon/Neptune