challenges and difficulties
Jordi has difficulty asserting his will and desires directly and openly. He may also suppress his anger and aggressiveness. Developing self-confidence, courage, and faith in himself are important tasks for Mollà.
Jordi may be plagued by fear of the unknown, of change, and/or of death. He strongly resists changes and transitions rather than greeting them with curiosity or a spirit of adventure, which makes them much harder for him.
On another level entirely, Jordi Mollà is very careful about joining forces, and especially his material resources, with others. Mollà wants to keep his own and other people's property and assets very distinct.
The side of Jordi Mollà that wants and needs structure, order, stability, and a disciplined way of life is at odds with his urges for unfettered freedom, change, excitement, and discovery. There is apt to be much discontent, inner stress, and tension as a result, and at times Jordi finds it hard to relax. Jordi Mollà may act out in a rebellious way now and then, or clamp down hard on himself, in an attempt to strictly control his "wild" impulses. Mollà's task is to try to find a reasonable balance between order and creative chaos in his life.
At times Jordi Mollà struggles with nebulous worries, insecurities and fears that may be difficult to pinpoint. Mostly, he may be afraid of getting acquainted with the inner workings of his mind and soul, feeling uneasy with anything irrational or intangible. Jordi Mollà has to work hard to overcome being overly serious regarding the spiritual side of life, especially if his religious upbringing emphasized guilt and retribution. Reorienting himself in the direction of spiritual optimism will do much to lift the cloud of worry that settles over Jordi occasionally.
He is somewhat pessimistic and prone to depression. Jordi Mollà may feel like withdrawing from everything, with the sense that he is not adequately equipped to handle his life. He may need someone else's point of view to balance his overly pessimistic outlook.
He is susceptible to deception by others and may encounter people who dissuade him from his objectives and try to use his vulnerability to their advantage. Jordi Mollà should watch his relationships very carefully so he will not get seriously hurt or disappointed.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Jordi Mollà instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Jordi Mollà needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Seeking harmonious interpersonal relationships, cooperation, and togetherness, as well as the desire to please or appease other people, are drives that come very naturally to Jordi Mollà - so much so that he seeks them out at his own expense. When he is under stress, Mollà tends to look outside himself for approval or answers, and he leans on others too much. Therefore, developing self-reliance, and the courage to look inwardly for answers and forge his own path through life is a key factor in his self-development.
Jordi Mollà is often tempted to be less than completely straightforward about his intentions or desires, and he can become enmeshed in a quagmire of "little white lies". Stark honesty - both inward and toward others - is the only way out! This, however, leads to the need to confront some of Mollà's most deeply ingrained fears, such as "what if they do not like me?" and "what if I have to go through this alone?".
Jordi Mollà needs to cultivate his ability to be assertive, take initiative and act on his own behalf. Directness and self-reliance are imperative.
It is in his marriage and other intimate, one-to-one relationships that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. He may see the qualities that he needs to develop more fully (described above) in his partner. It is important for Jordi Mollà to recognize, appreciate, and listen to the people in his life who express such attributes, as well as to develop them himself. Jordi Mollà has to put energy and attention into learning about others, and about himself through others.
Jordi Mollà tends to be a bit too idealistic and may place too much hope in his relationships, resulting in frequent disappointments. Jordi could be attracted to naive people, but some of his contacts may also turn out to be swindlers.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aries
Saturn in 8th house
Saturn Quincunx Uranus
Saturn Quincunx Neptune
Saturn Opposition Uranus/Neptune
Saturn Opposition Neptune/Asc.
N. Node in Aries
N. Node in 7th house
N. Node Opposition Jupiter/Neptune