challenges and difficulties
Carson both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable with others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting himself be known in a deep way does not come easily to Johnny, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Johnny Carson is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Carson.
Johnny Carson has a mature, disciplined, serious attitude toward life which colors everything he does. Caution and realism are his virtues though Johnny limits himself at times by being too careful, shy, or fearful, and not believing in himself enough or being assertive when necessary. Others find Johnny Carson difficult to get to know intimately, as Carson tends to distance himself from them or to put forth a rather stern, "adult" face to the world.
Carson may find it difficult to relate to people and express his feelings, especially in love relationships. On one hand, Johnny Carson wants relationships and on the other he would rather be by himself. A sense of personal inadequacy makes Johnny withdraw from others and feeling lonely as a result.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Johnny Carson instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Johnny Carson needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Johnny Carson's path lies in his development as an individual, the discovery of his own strengths and joys, the capacity to express his uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Carson's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Johnny Carson is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, he may believe that striving to do his personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Johnny should let go of this notion. Finding his own center and doing what gives him delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Johnny Carson can offer the world at large.
It is in fostering a personal vision or philosophy of life, whether through religious or philosophical studies, education or the wisdom of distant lands or cultures, that Johnny Carson is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Johnny Carson needs to cultivate the qualities described above in this endeavor. Long distance communication and involvement with foreigners is likely to be significant to Carson.
Johnny has the power to influence people to his way of thinking and may forcefully try to obtain the leadership in his community. Others cannot help noticing him, and Johnny Carson will probably be the leader in any clubs or associations he may decide to join.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 1st house
Saturn Conjunct Venus/Mars
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 9th house
N. Node Conjunct Pluto/MC