challenges and difficulties
Hagee either overvalues or undervalues his possessions and assets. He can also go to extremes in dealing with bodily needs and desires, being either hedonistic or ascetic. John Hagee may deny himself sensual pleasure and enjoyment of the fruits of his labors. He may also be stingy and unable to give freely. Many times John Hagee feels that he does not have "enough" to make him feel secure, regardless of how much (money, insurance, etc.) he has!
He is very conscientious, responsible, and concerned with his duty, his public image and reputation, and becoming a person of stature in the world. John Hagee understands the need for hard work and careful planning in order to accomplish anything substantial and he is capable of much self-discipline and patience once he sets his sights on a goal.
But John Hagee is very judgmental and hard on himself if he fails to attain success, and he can become dry, bitter, or cynical if the world does not recognize his efforts.
Once he decides what he wants to do, John Hagee will pursue his goal tenaciously and, if necessary, sacrifice a great deal for his deeply felt convictions. This trait tends to make John feel a little out of step with others. John Hagee takes things a little more seriously and has an inclination to be somewhat of a fanatic, although probably not flamboyantly so; as a result, others may not be aware of how deeply John feels and how driven he is about the things that are important to him. John Hagee has a deep inner resolve and is willing to struggle to do the things that are really meaningful to him, rather than follow an easier but less meaningful course in life.
His attitude toward life is quite serious and he is very thorough. John has the need to be by himself and think out everything very carefully before he takes action. John Hagee may enjoy doing some type of creative artwork involving hard or heavy materials.
John Hagee strongly rebels against any restrictions and may have the desire to break away and overthrow any thoughts of responsibility. On the other hand, limitations in his life could suddenly wane, thereby leaving Hagee free to do his own thing.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which John Hagee instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction John Hagee needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Instinctively he is a fighter and an individualist who can stand alone when necessary. Very often, however, John stands alone when he does not need to, not realizing the support, assistance, and resources others may have to offer. John Hagee has a tendency to "reinvent the wheel" and to feel that he must be self-reliant and that only he can come up with the answers he needs. Implicit in this attitude is a kind of arrogance as well as a rather competitive approach, which - at its worst - can alienate him from others, or make John Hagee feel that "it is me against the world".
Social skills and graces and what John Hagee calls social "games" do not come naturally to him. John Hagee needs to learn how to share and join others, and how to negotiate and resolve conflict with others in a cooperative way.
It is in trying to strike a balance between Hagee's inner, personal life and his career or involvement with the world at large that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. John Hagee needs to focus attention on his home and family situation, and create a secure inner anchor.
The specific habits which are likely to hold John Hagee back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Being excessively egocentric or proud, needing personal recognition and applause, wanting to be center stage all the time, needing to be important and special.
John Hagee tends to over-rely on luck or grace, living for tomorrow and gambling. John is overconfident and tends to overextend himself and take on more than is humanly possible. John is often dogmatic about his philosophy of life or religious beliefs.
John Hagee tends to pick his friends and associates very carefully and is always on the lookout for responsible and congenial people. This enables John Hagee to feel secure with his colleagues and enjoy good relationships with them.
John Hagee has a very engaging manner in the company of others and his relationships with other people are likely to be harmonious. Some of his connections may prove to be helpful to John with his plans.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Taurus
Saturn in 10th house
Saturn Square Pluto
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/Venus
Saturn Conjunct Uranus/MC
N. Node in Libra
N. Node in 4th house
N. Node Opposition Sun
N. Node Opposition Jupiter
N. Node Opposition Sun/MC
N. Node Opposition Jupiter/MC