challenges and difficulties
Jessica Jaymes takes her personal relationships so seriously that they may seem more like work, constant effort and compromise, rather than a free and enjoyable sharing experience. She may feel that relationships in general require more of her than they are worth, and Jessica enters into any close relationship cautiously and conscientiously. Jessica Jaymes also fears entrapment in close relationships.
Her childhood or her relationship with her parents was restrictive, unloving or unhappy in ways that may prevent Jessica from allowing other people to get close to her in later life. Jessica Jaymes feels that she was deprived in one form or another, regardless of whether she actually was or not. Her early life - at least as Jaymes remembers it - may have been marked by emotional separation or repression of her needs and feelings. Forgiving her parents and/or letting go of any resentments she has about the limitations that she experienced early in her life is crucial. Also, Jessica Jaymes needs to build her own solid foundation, and investing time and energy into her home, domestic relationships, and inner life can help Jessica accomplish this task.
Her aspirations and dreams are always tempered by realism and practical considerations. Jessica Jaymes pursues her aims in a systematic, disciplined and thorough manner, and she is willing to take her time, advancing slowly and steadily toward her goal.
Sometimes Jessica Jaymes underestimates what is possible, and holds herself back unnecessarily due to a lack of faith or an overly cautious attitude.
Jessica Jaymes has a tendency to be overly critical of herself. She may be plagued by feelings of guilt about certain past events, leading to further self-doubt. Jessica must learn to handle her frustration, depression and discontent and try to overcome her lack of self-confidence.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Jessica Jaymes instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Jessica Jaymes needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Jessica Jaymes' path lies in her development as an individual, the discovery of her own strengths and joys, the capacity to express her uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Jaymes' instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Jessica Jaymes is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, she may believe that striving to do her personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Jessica should let go of this notion. Finding her own center and doing what gives her delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Jessica Jaymes can offer the world at large.
It is in her dealings with money, financial security, tangible assets and possessions that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above are ones Jessica Jaymes needs to integrate in tangible ways: how she makes a living, building assets and a secure material base, what she does with the resources she has. Jessica Jaymes should try to avoid over involvement or entanglements with other people's money matters, legal business, and personal affairs.
Jessica Jaymes has a vivacious and lively manner with a tendency to shock others at times by blurting out blunt comments. Jessica loves to be with people, but tends to get overly excited when she is with them.
Her relationships with others may be rather unstable and unreliable. With a somewhat negative attitude and weak will, Jessica Jaymes avoids opposition and escapes her responsibilities. In her relationships she is likely to choose people who are asocial.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Libra
Saturn in 4th house
Jupiter Conjunct Saturn
Saturn Opposition Moon/Mars
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 2nd house
N. Node Opposition Moon/Uranus
N. Node Opposition Mars/Neptune