challenges and difficulties
Hawkins both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable to others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting them get to know her intimately does not come easily to Jennifer, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Jennifer Hawkins is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Hawkins.
Jennifer may be plagued by fear of the unknown, of change, and/or of death. She strongly resists changes and transitions rather than greeting them with curiosity or a spirit of adventure, which makes them much harder for her.
On another level entirely, Jennifer Hawkins is very careful about joining forces, and especially her material resources, with others. Hawkins wants to keep her own and other people's property and assets very distinct.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Jennifer Hawkins instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Jennifer Hawkins needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Jennifer Hawkins needs to take what she has learned (either through formal education or her own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either Jennifer's quality of life or that of persons in her world, is of little real value. Putting Hawkins' understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in her daily relationships, and in the multiple choices she makes every day, will enable Jennifer Hawkins to really test her belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, Jennifer Hawkins is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. Jennifer Hawkins needs to cultivate her ability to live in the present!
It is in her way of thinking, processing information and communicating that Jennifer Hawkins is most likely to wrestle with these issues. In Hawkins' relationships with neighbors, colleagues, and acquaintances, she needs to try to bring out the qualities described above.
She is very social, loves artistic events and entertainment, and has the ability to show her feelings without reservation. Jennifer Hawkins probably found joy in learning things early in life and she stays close to her family and other relations.
She is reserved and somewhat conservative in presenting her viewpoints to others and prefers a philosophical discussion to small talk. Jennifer Hawkins is quite selective in her choice of subjects and only wants to study what is really of interest to her.
She is gay and cheerful in the company of others and happy to be with them. Jennifer Hawkins is fond of telling jokes and is likely to entertain everyone. Her relationships with others tend to be for a common purpose.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 8th house
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 3rd house
N. Node Opposition Mercury/Venus
N. Node Opposition Mercury/Saturn
N. Node Opposition Jupiter/Uranus