challenges and difficulties
Jennifer Ellison takes her personal relationships so seriously that they may seem more like work, constant effort, and compromise, rather than a free and enjoyable sharing. She may feel that relationships in general require more of her than they are worth, and Jennifer enters into any close relationship cautiously and conscientiously. Jennifer Ellison also fears entrapment in close relationships.
She is serious-minded and may have difficulty making light social conversation or participating in friendly, personal interchanges.
Jennifer Ellison tries to be strictly accurate and she is critical of people who exaggerate or talk on subjects they really know little about. Ellison withholds her thoughts and opinions until she has thought everything through quite thoroughly, and sometimes Jennifer's silence discomforts others.
Her mental concentration is very good but her breadth of understanding may not be.
She is suspicious of groups, crowds, and social organizations. Ellison is quick to pick up on social charades and insincerity and avoids the limelight and glamour. Jennifer Ellison is direct and to the point in speech and manner, stubborn and inflexible, and often unwilling to communicate her innermost feelings and thoughts.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Jennifer Ellison instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Jennifer Ellison needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Jennifer Ellison needs to take what she has learned (either through formal education or her own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either Jennifer's quality of life or that of persons in her world, is of little real value. Putting Ellison's understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in her daily relationships, and in the multiple choices she makes every day, will enable Jennifer Ellison to really test her belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, Jennifer Ellison is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. Jennifer Ellison needs to cultivate her ability to live in the present!
It is in her public life and career that Jennifer Ellison is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The latter will impact Ellison's reputation and standing in her community or professional circle, as well as how Jennifer Ellison achieves her important life goals and aspirations.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Jennifer Ellison back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Escapism through fantasy, intoxicants, or passive, vicarious activities (television, movies, etc.), waiting for a miracle instead of taking constructive steps to help herself, aimlessness or an inability to make and keep commitments, and self deception regarding other people. Jennifer has a tendency to be a martyr.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Libra
Saturn in 3rd house
Saturn Conjunct Pluto
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 10th house
N. Node Opposition Neptune