challenges and difficulties
Jennifer has an innate distrust of groups and/or a cynical attitude toward society that may leave her feeling out of step and unable to participate in activities with her peers. Overcoming a sense of aloofness and alienation from others is an important task for Rubin.
Jennifer Rubin takes her commitments to others very seriously, especially in close one-to-one relationships. Her strong sense of responsibility to the other person makes Rubin a trustworthy and dedicated partner, but she often feels that marriage or any binding commitment between her and another person is too restrictive and burdensome, and thus seeks to avoid it. Close relationships may be more work than pleasure for Jennifer Rubin and it may seem that she is always "working on" her marriage rather than enjoying it. However, Rubin will persevere and ultimately grow through the process.
Jennifer Rubin strives and struggles a great deal with her ideals or spiritual aspirations. She may go through periods of self-denial, asceticism, and in-depth study of religious philosophy and spiritual practices, or she may lose heart and become cynical about religious ideals; however, she can never quite divorce herself from her idealistic concerns.
Jennifer Rubin tends to be her own worst enemy, demanding inhuman perfection of herself and harshly criticizing or persecuting herself when she does not measure up. Perhaps circumstances or relationships in her life have been extremely difficult and demanding, reinforcing Jennifer's belief that she must struggle alone.
She is capable of tremendous effort and of overcoming great odds and handicaps. Through these efforts Jennifer Rubin develops her power and inner strength. However, Jennifer Rubin should not make life harder than it is. She must give herself permission to let up sometimes, and to realize that she is only human.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Jennifer Rubin instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Jennifer Rubin needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Jennifer Rubin's path lies in her development as an individual, the discovery of her own strengths and joys, the capacity to express her uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Rubin's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Jennifer Rubin is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, she may believe that striving to do her personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Jennifer should let go of this notion. Finding her own center and doing what gives her delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Jennifer Rubin can offer the world at large.
It is in her dealings with money, financial security, tangible assets and possessions that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above are ones Jennifer Rubin needs to integrate in tangible ways: how she makes a living, building assets and a secure material base, what she does with the resources she has. Jennifer Rubin should try to avoid over involvement or entanglements with other people's money matters, legal business, and personal affairs.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aquarius
Saturn in 7th house
Saturn Square Neptune
Saturn Quincunx Pluto
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 2nd house