challenges and difficulties
Janine has an innate distrust of groups and/or a cynical attitude toward society that may leave her feeling out of step and unable to participate in activities with her peers. Overcoming a sense of aloofness and alienation from others is an important task for Turner.
She may have nebulous but ever-present guilt and fears that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Janine Turner does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Janine Turner must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
The side of Janine Turner that wants and needs structure, order, stability, and a disciplined way of life is at odds with her urges for unfettered freedom, change, excitement, and discovery. There is apt to be much discontent, inner stress, and tension due to this, and at times Janine finds it hard to relax. Janine Turner may act out in a rebellious way now and then, or clamp down hard on herself, in an attempt to strictly control her "wild" impulses. Turner's task is to try to find a reasonable balance between order and creative chaos in her life.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Janine Turner instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Janine Turner needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Janine Turner's path lies in her development as an individual, the discovery of her own strengths and joys, the capacity to express her uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Turner's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Janine Turner is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, she may believe that striving to do her personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Janine should let go of this notion. Finding her own center and doing what gives her delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Janine Turner can offer the world at large.
It is in her work and her relationships with co-workers, employers, and employees that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Integrating the qualities described above into Turner's work and daily routine will lead to greater satisfaction, improved health, and personal growth.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aquarius
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Quincunx Uranus
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 6th house