challenges and difficulties
Lennon fears of becoming emotionally dependent upon others, and may distance herself or deny her needs for relationships of closeness and intimacy so that she will not be vulnerable to rejection or abandonment. On the other hand, Janet Lennon may cling excessively or need constant reassurance from loved ones and family. Developing a deep, inner sense of security, as well as the ability to give and receive nurturing are important tasks for Janet.
Her attitude toward religion, philosophy, and politics is very conservative and possibly narrow or rigid. On the one hand, Janet Lennon may believe in nothing that is speculative or intangible, requiring proof for any idea presented to her. Each idea is thoroughly and systematically examined. On the other hand, Janet may tenaciously cling to her grand philosophical or metaphysical beliefs and opinions, refusing to modify them or to be open and receptive to others' insights and perspectives.
Her overall outlook on life is serious, and Janet Lennon may feel that life or God will punish her if she does not watch her steps!
Her vitality tends to be a bit low and Janet may have to fight against the tendency to be inactive. Easily discouraged, Janet Lennon is inclined toward pessimism. Perhaps her upbringing was too authoritative, causing problems in her relationships with her parents.
She is a bit skeptical, somewhat irritable, and others may think of Janet Lennon as quarrelsome or nagging. Her nervousness seems to stem from her tendency to over-work herself, and Lennon should try not to make more demands on others than they are able to handle.
Her disposition is somewhat melancholic and Janet Lennon could have a rather pessimistic outlook. Janet has an inner need to be alone and to deeply meditate on her thoughts. Janet Lennon takes life seriously and may have been taught early on to learn from her mistakes.
She is subject to rash decisions and impulsive actions that may have sudden, unexpected consequences and undesirable results. Not very adaptable, Janet Lennon could have considerable tension in her relationships and is likely to have disputes or even violent fights with others.
Quite reserved and somewhat inhibited in her relationships with others, Janet Lennon may feel that she is better off by herself. Janet feels that she does not fit in very well with people and she finds team-work in groups or associations difficult to achieve.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Janet Lennon instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Janet Lennon needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Janet Lennon needs to take what she has learned (either through formal education or her own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either Janet's quality of life or that of persons in her world, is of little real value. Putting Lennon's understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in her daily relationships, and in the multiple choices she makes every day, will enable Janet Lennon to really test her belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, Janet Lennon is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. Janet Lennon needs to cultivate her ability to live in the present!
It is in relationships that are more than superficial or casual - in particular in cases where Janet Lennon has merged emotionally, legally, or financially with another person - that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Lennon will see these issues arise in close partnerships of any kind, especially when there is a mutual dependency involved. Dealing with in-laws, inheritances, and legal matters involving joint custody, shared assets, and resources is also a part of this.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Janet Lennon back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Being bound to past events and experiences because of her desire to belong, deep attachments to family and the familiar (even if they are neither nourishing nor helpful), the desire to nurture or be nurtured by others, and a strong resistance to cutting the umbilical cord.
The following are specific activities that will support Janet Lennon in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Lennon, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Janet Lennon should develop true self-confidence and the willingness to put herself "out there", be seen and shine. Janet needs to be willing to take on a leading role. She needs to be a hero - a protagonist in her own story - by cultivating the courageous, active, and positive masculine qualities she possesses. Doing creative work that she is proud of - anything that comes from Lennon's heart and bears the stamp of Lennon's individuality - is important. Also, being a mentor, a helpful, encouraging force in the life of someone less experienced than she is a way for Janet Lennon to grow and become more whole herself.
Janet Lennon should be willing to become more of a free thinker, to experiment and change, to loosen her ties to tradition and the known and to allow for new developments. She needs to practice getting involved in an area involving new techniques, rapid changes and innovation. Janet can be part of the avant-garde promoting such changes - be it in science, music or social relationships. Janet Lennon has to be willing to be different and perhaps to be considered eccentric or odd.
She is somewhat restless and nervous, but enjoys communicating with people and is constantly confronting others with her new ideas. Janet has the ability to develop new relationships quickly and she can also be a stimulating force in group activities.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Cancer
Saturn in 9th house
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Mars
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/Pluto
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/MC
Saturn Conjunct Mars/Uranus
Saturn Conjunct Mars/N. Node
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 8th house
N. Node Opposition Moon
N. Node Conjunct Sun
N. Node Conjunct Uranus
N. Node Conjunct Sun/Uranus